damn it!!
nothing is right...! i really cant do this anymore! my best friend wont even come talk to me...no other people have to tell me what's going on. on top of that i may get suspended from woodside for my little fighting stunt the other day. i miss...*sigh* the good days! i need another one of those hugs. the ones that andy and jay and rob give. where nothing else matters. at least for a second. i want something so much better! something stable. everything was good for like two days...what happened? where did that go? i dont get it...yesterday everything was fine...today it's "back to jail" in the big monopoly game of life. *sigh* things can only get better from here tho. you can always count on that when you hit rock bottom! good thing i have something to look foreward to!