an update
this is an up date of my life. I have not written in a while because... well never mind that. Prom is coming soon and I have no idea of what kind of dress I want or who I want to go with. I will be kinda upset if I go alone this year. Just because its my last one. That is so scary to think about. I don't know if anyone else feels this way but I am scared to death to move on I know that may sound weird but I have become comfortable with my life and the people who are in it. In the fall that will all change my, friends will move away and forget about me. I will find myself lost and alone. That is if I chose not to go to collage. which I haven't even decide were I would like to go or what I would like to study. Nothing interests me. Is this bad? I had my mind set for so long of what I have wanted to do and now all the sudden I have no idea at what I would be good at or what would interest me. my biggest fear of all though is going to beauty school never finding love and dying a virgin and alone. now I am just rambling and have gotten myself all wound up so I think that should do it.
Love,
Sarah
Love,
Sarah