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Aug 14, 2005 16:53

I'm not really sure what to write about. I just feel like typing. I have been so depressed lately since Bryan and I broke up. And I know it has nothing to do with him, but I guess it's just because I don't have that special someone to occupy my mind.

I thought Sanford and I were going to try to work things out, but that turned into a total disaster. Things between him and I were good for a couple of weeks and then one weekend he took me out on a date twice and then I didn't hear from him or see him for almost a week. Nothing new there. He told me he was going through one of his moods and just didn't want to be around anyone. Well we attempted to hang out Friday night, and that blew up. We fought bad the whole time, and that was the last time I have seen him. I am totally fine with the fact things didn't work, they never do between us, so basically it was a waist of time, but the sex was good! I hope he has a nice life, and can find someone who makes him happy. He told me he didn't want to date me because I don't have a job, well big fucking deal, it isn't like I went around asking him for a damn thing, I don't ask anyone for nothing, I can make it on my own thank you.

Jessica and Brad got their own house. It's in Garland, it's small but cute. The past week or so I have been helping her try to get it ready for when Brad comes home. He hasn't seen it, and she hopes he will like it. Jessica and I have been hanging out a lot lately, which is good, because honestly she is the only girl I can stand to put up with. I mean we have been friends for 8 years, that is a long ass time, especially for this shitty town, full of shitty people. But I love her, and she is cool as hell. And no stupid shit is going to come between us again.

Jessica's boyfriend Brad told his friend on the boat Coondog about me, and we have been talking a lot the past few days. He seems like an awesome guy, and so far we get along pretty good. He is going to be staying a few days at Jessica's and Brad's when they get off the boat Thursday, and he and I have plans to go out, just chill, and get to know each other better. He lives close to Jackson TN.

This is going to be all for now. I have more to write about, but I need to get off here and wait for Coondog to call me.
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