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As much as I wish I could stick true to what I am about to say I know I can't, but I wish that I could stop "guy bouncing." I want to be the type of girl who doesn't always have to have a boyfriend, I mean, not having one doesn't bother me, but it's like I am always looking for one, and I hate it. You don't need a boyfriend to have fun, or to feel complete, but I think a huge part of mine is not having Sanford. I don't think that I miss him in general, I think that I just miss having someone there, someone I can talk to when I need to no matter the time of day, or what it is I need to talk about. But like I just told some friends, I am going to my moms for a while, and I don't know when I will be back, and it won't be fair to anyone or me, if I try to get in a relationship now, so I am just going to hold off until I can find out what I really want. I am going to stop looking for guys, I am going to let them find me!