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Ok so yea....Grant..I met him Friday night...We had been talking online for a little over a month, so we finally decided to meet. Well, we met at the Walmart parking lot in Covington, it was Jessica and I, and him. Well, he had beer, and we didn't want to drink it in the parking lot, so we took Jessica's car and we went to the river. After being there for an hour or so we left, and go back to Walmart and I was going to drive Grant's car home, since he had been drinking and Jessica was going to follow. Well, as we were about to leave the parking lot, his friends Jason, Shires, and Andreas(sp) pull up, and they all want to go hang out at Grants, so we all go back to his house and are just chillin outside, when I realized that I had left my car in Munford, and needed to go pick it up. So Jessica and I leave to go pick it up, and take it back to my house, and then we go back to Grant's. We chill outside for a bit, and decided to go in his house. Now Jessica and I have traffic school at 8:00 a. m, and it's like 4:00 a. m, and we aren't even tired. So Grant and I end up making out, while Jessica is getting hit on by his friends. So anyway we all end up leaving at like 6:45, and Jessica and I come back to my house and change and shit to go to class.
But Ok, yea, I like Grant, I really do, I don't know what it is, but he just gives me the chills when he kisses me, and when he tells me all this sweet shit, I just melt. I haven't felt this way about a guy since I guess Sanford, which is good because Sanford and I had a good thing, it just didn't work out like planned. The only thing Grant and I may have in common is that we are both white, but opposites attract. And ahh he is just amazing. He asked me to be his girlfriend when we were laying in his bed, it was sweet, and of course I had to say yes. But I am going to take things slow with him, I don't want to move to fast, things could get messed up, but ahh I could look into his sexy eyes for the rest of my life...
But on a different note...Sanford called me the other night, like out of the blue, it was weird, and he kept saying that he felt like I didn't want to talk to him, and I told him, it wasn't that I didn't want to, it was just that, the last time we talked he hurt my feelings bad, and he made me feel like shit, well he apologized, but I just couldn't forgive him that easily. But yea we talked for about 40 minutes, about nothing in particular, just how we were doing, and what not. But yea, I don't know what got into me, but I half expected him to call me the next day, but he didn't and I wasn't to worried about it, just kinda reminded me of old times, and I felt shot down a little. But I know I got to move on, but in my mind he was the best thing I ever had, and now that he is gone, sometimes I feel a little lost, But I'll be ok, because I have someone else now, to take his place, and probably be a lot better to me, then Sanford was.
Well, I guess this is it for now, I am going to go. I will write more later.
But Ok, yea, I like Grant, I really do, I don't know what it is, but he just gives me the chills when he kisses me, and when he tells me all this sweet shit, I just melt. I haven't felt this way about a guy since I guess Sanford, which is good because Sanford and I had a good thing, it just didn't work out like planned. The only thing Grant and I may have in common is that we are both white, but opposites attract. And ahh he is just amazing. He asked me to be his girlfriend when we were laying in his bed, it was sweet, and of course I had to say yes. But I am going to take things slow with him, I don't want to move to fast, things could get messed up, but ahh I could look into his sexy eyes for the rest of my life...
But on a different note...Sanford called me the other night, like out of the blue, it was weird, and he kept saying that he felt like I didn't want to talk to him, and I told him, it wasn't that I didn't want to, it was just that, the last time we talked he hurt my feelings bad, and he made me feel like shit, well he apologized, but I just couldn't forgive him that easily. But yea we talked for about 40 minutes, about nothing in particular, just how we were doing, and what not. But yea, I don't know what got into me, but I half expected him to call me the next day, but he didn't and I wasn't to worried about it, just kinda reminded me of old times, and I felt shot down a little. But I know I got to move on, but in my mind he was the best thing I ever had, and now that he is gone, sometimes I feel a little lost, But I'll be ok, because I have someone else now, to take his place, and probably be a lot better to me, then Sanford was.
Well, I guess this is it for now, I am going to go. I will write more later.