Dec 27, 2004 21:49
I'd like to think that I'm as normal as everyone else. But normal people wouldn't have the nutty friends I have.
And it's not to say that they exhaust me. I love my friends. Just. I need some real selfish times at times and some of yous people aren't giving me that chance.
Hmm. None of them read this journal, so it's not like this is going to be some sort of wake-up call to them.
Cuz, I did take pics of the stupid ice. We had four inches on our street. My theory is that someone was really pissed at me. But. I will hopefully get them developed by the time you get here. I miss you.
I've decided that divorce isn't for me. If I ever do have a husband that wants a divorce, I'll just kill him. It sounds unreasonable on the surface, I know, but I assure you, it's made with sound intentions.
I talked to Ben tonight about the way he's been acting lately. I hardly know what to do with the man when he is acting like a real father instead of just borrowing the title. But he has been. And I just can't give him the benefit of the doubt. He's added too many disappointments on top of one another for me to just trust in him. But I told him I appreciated it.
Truthfully, I'm expecting appeal papers any minute. I'm sure they feel that since they are pregnant now that she should be with them.
I talked to this guy I went out with a couple of months ago. Apparantly he's doing great, wants to know when I'm going to be back in his neighborhood so we can boogie.
It's amazing the differences between men and women. I feel so incredibly beyond most of these people that trying to be a good friend is sometimes hard. Hmm. And trying to be an understanding date is even harder. Ah... the age where you see through the bullshit. Nice age.
Does anyone else park in the 'associate of the month' parking spots at stores? Kohl's has one, and that is always the first spot I go to. I mean... it's like the 'reserved for expectant mothers' signs. Didn't anyone ever tell these people that walking is GOOD for these women?