Jun 01, 2005 02:27
....graduation was alright....
Hate to say it- im upset...still. Can't quite grasp how to fix it. I have a pretty good idea...but im not sure if it'll make me feel any better (or any worse...at that).
David. Eh. Once I find out, I'll let you know...trust me.
Today was interesting tho. After graduation- the whole "senior's take pictures" time... Before i left, I went and gave a flower to Jamie..... she told me that I was actually one of her favorite people...and I was really sweet. I didn't quite expect that. Idk. Her and Tk broke up again today...after datin for 2 days. Sounds like David and me....except...ours was either 2 weeks, or 2mths.
Stuck on country music...very depressin.....but, somehow just fits in with everything goin on around me....and go figure- david isn't here for me to talk to---yet again. hmm.
Im just tired of being second best, to everything....all the time. If theres someone else out there, that doesn't mind bein 2nd best constantly...lemme know. Cuz i sure as hell aint one of 'em.
2:30am. Bout time i get to bed....