Oh sweet tragedy, I'll never give you up.
What is it about the Fall in NY? The leaves all changing and the weather is just perfect. NYC is all bustling and fun, and there are all the best shows on Broadway. Went to NJ for Charlie's wedding, that was Amazing. The ceremony was on the beach and it was lovely. I got to reconnect with all those people. Joey and me got to really hang out and catch up, and he was excited to hear that I'm probably coming back soon. Krystin and Red live in Gainesville so that's awesome too, we are all going to do something when I get back down there.
I'm in Ithaca right now visiting someone. I don't know why I do this to myself really. I mean of course I do, and of course he does, but in the end it's all pointless. Four years and we are nowhere. Okay I lie, clearly we are somewhere if we are still doing this, I mean that kind of staying power means something RIGHT? I love his life here. He lives in a Co-op, something we don't have in G'ville. I wish we did though. The people are amazing and smart and were so nice and accepting right away. We all made dinner together and laughed like old friends, no mind that I had just met them. The scenery here is amazing. The trees are changing and the temperature is perfect. He took me for a walk to a waterfall and it was so beautiful. I wish we could have frozen the moment, or that I had at least brought my camera. It's funny the way people are reacting to my presence here, like they aren't used to him being with a girl, and especially acting the way he does around me. His one roomate was in the kitchen this morning and he introduced me, and after a moment she was asking "So are you his, um" and I could tell she didn't want to ask so I just said "Oh, I'm visiting from Florida." and then she replied "Oh, okay. That explains the glow, you get Florida sun." Haha, little does she know it has nothing to do with the sun. Another stolen couple of days. Another precious memory. I don't care how useless and pointless it all is. For a few brief days I feel like everything is perfect and right. I feel like myself and I feel home. I'm not embarassed about my body or his, I'm not uncomfortable or awkward. I never feel the need to fill a silence with useless babble. Oh sweet tragedy, I'll never give you up.
I'm in Ithaca right now visiting someone. I don't know why I do this to myself really. I mean of course I do, and of course he does, but in the end it's all pointless. Four years and we are nowhere. Okay I lie, clearly we are somewhere if we are still doing this, I mean that kind of staying power means something RIGHT? I love his life here. He lives in a Co-op, something we don't have in G'ville. I wish we did though. The people are amazing and smart and were so nice and accepting right away. We all made dinner together and laughed like old friends, no mind that I had just met them. The scenery here is amazing. The trees are changing and the temperature is perfect. He took me for a walk to a waterfall and it was so beautiful. I wish we could have frozen the moment, or that I had at least brought my camera. It's funny the way people are reacting to my presence here, like they aren't used to him being with a girl, and especially acting the way he does around me. His one roomate was in the kitchen this morning and he introduced me, and after a moment she was asking "So are you his, um" and I could tell she didn't want to ask so I just said "Oh, I'm visiting from Florida." and then she replied "Oh, okay. That explains the glow, you get Florida sun." Haha, little does she know it has nothing to do with the sun. Another stolen couple of days. Another precious memory. I don't care how useless and pointless it all is. For a few brief days I feel like everything is perfect and right. I feel like myself and I feel home. I'm not embarassed about my body or his, I'm not uncomfortable or awkward. I never feel the need to fill a silence with useless babble. Oh sweet tragedy, I'll never give you up.