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I hate all the stupid norms. Dumb rules about how you need to act or be around the person you like. Like, tonight I feel like I called too much or made myself seem to desperate, but looking back it really wasn't that bad, and I was drunk so it's not even like I was soberly harassing him... but yet I still feel like I messed up and that makes me sooo mad. It shouldnt matter. If you like someone, it should be okay to call them. It should be good that you arent afraid to let them know. Alas the stupid game says otherwise, and if you dont follow the rules you lose in the end, so even if you dont agree, if you like the person, you have to follow the rules. Damn.