ms. clean
man. i have been cleaning for awhile and am taking a break and eating pasta. mmm.
i a finding alot of stuff in my room that i must get rid of. alot of books and things. alot of old wiccan books and materials. i really dont need it. so far as religion goes, i do believe i am once more agnostic, but am curious about tapping into a little buddism for meditation purposes because that really did help my brain psycologically.
and i have decided to save as much money as i can to go to europe with brian. i think he is planning to go this august, and i want to go too. before i get married, and have kids, and a job that i can't just leave and go off for months like i can starbucks. i am planning on leaving for months too. but my parents are not going to know about this until it is nessassary. this is because i know they wont be thrilled with me taking another semester off of school, but this is a once in a lifetime oppurtunity. and this is my life and probably the only one i have got, so when it is time to do some crazy things i need to do them because the chance may never arrive again and i just missed out on a piece of tasty living. brian told me that a philosopher named neitze (spelled horribly wrong) said that life is art. i really believe this and will try my best to be the best art possible. to live beautifully and create. so yeah, i hope this really happens because i am super exited. school will be there when i get back.
and i really want to go to new orleans for spring break. i really need to get in touch with my uncle marc and aunt lolita. i have cousins there too, whom i have never yet seen.
while i am cleaning my room i am listening to a book on tape by bill bryson, about him hiking the appilation trail. sounds rough, but exiting. lots of bears and hills. gets me in the mood to go camping though.
and i suppose the little break i gave myself is over. its time to get back to cleaning and getting rid of some of my stuff. i cant believe all this junk i have been carring around. its almost mentally cleansing too, to throw away these things. ok, i am stalling and need to get mack to buissness.
i a finding alot of stuff in my room that i must get rid of. alot of books and things. alot of old wiccan books and materials. i really dont need it. so far as religion goes, i do believe i am once more agnostic, but am curious about tapping into a little buddism for meditation purposes because that really did help my brain psycologically.
and i have decided to save as much money as i can to go to europe with brian. i think he is planning to go this august, and i want to go too. before i get married, and have kids, and a job that i can't just leave and go off for months like i can starbucks. i am planning on leaving for months too. but my parents are not going to know about this until it is nessassary. this is because i know they wont be thrilled with me taking another semester off of school, but this is a once in a lifetime oppurtunity. and this is my life and probably the only one i have got, so when it is time to do some crazy things i need to do them because the chance may never arrive again and i just missed out on a piece of tasty living. brian told me that a philosopher named neitze (spelled horribly wrong) said that life is art. i really believe this and will try my best to be the best art possible. to live beautifully and create. so yeah, i hope this really happens because i am super exited. school will be there when i get back.
and i really want to go to new orleans for spring break. i really need to get in touch with my uncle marc and aunt lolita. i have cousins there too, whom i have never yet seen.
while i am cleaning my room i am listening to a book on tape by bill bryson, about him hiking the appilation trail. sounds rough, but exiting. lots of bears and hills. gets me in the mood to go camping though.
and i suppose the little break i gave myself is over. its time to get back to cleaning and getting rid of some of my stuff. i cant believe all this junk i have been carring around. its almost mentally cleansing too, to throw away these things. ok, i am stalling and need to get mack to buissness.