Jan 08, 2004 18:09
so, uh, yeh.
just thought i would write some more
i dont even know where to begin. i guess start with yestarday.
i worked and was afraid of another 11 hour shift because steve was scheduled to close and he hasn't shown up lately. so tara came in and i got off of work on time. liz has been rather meloncolly lately though, kind of down. but the hsift still was fun and went smoothly.
i also warned dick to watch what he says around jennifer. i overheard a phone conversation she had while i was closing my till telling her friend about this "awful guy" she works with and how she will get him fired. not try to get him fired, but get him fired. she didn't care if i heard or not because later she told me why. one day he came in and said "big fat harry dick is here!" and she said that was sexual harassment. also daniel told me that jennifer told her that dick had made fun of jennifer for being molested as a child. when daniel brought that up to dick he was shocked and said he had know idea that happend, or would even make jokes about any child being molested. interesting to see what happends, seeing as there are alot of customers who really love dick. i dont know, more work drama! i am trying to just stay out of it. but keeping my mouth shut i really do hear alot.
and last night i went to barnes and nobles after work and found a book called pink think that i will buy and let kelly borrow because i think she will like it. i do. if she hasn't already read it that is.
and i went over to giant brians where he and bryan where playing ninja turtles and drinking beer and eating pizza and that was a little heaven. then robbie called and we all went over there and drank some more and played a drinking game called presidents and assholes. got really drunk. played a bit of mario cart because i took my game cube over there and giant brian unlocked another level for me and is now my hero. and then everyone went home and i fell asleep. i need to stop falling asleep next to robbie. nothing happend but him and i sometimes fall asleep holding one another and it is strange becuase we are usually drunk and errr. i dont know, we never talk about anything. but that is my fault too. and now i dont even want to go out with him bacause and can't see any relationship with him lasting long term. so we woke up at the same time which was four, and he ate chicken for breakfast and said he was going to play disc golf with daniel. cool becuase i had to go to the grocery store and i did! and came home and jenni went into her room and now she's left because she's real mad at me.
but i am thinking of making the zine in my head a reality. brian and i went down town and interviewed some folks about it and it didn't turn out as planed. but then again, i am going to write about it any way. and i would like to get james and kelly to write also, and justin and have shawna draw some cartoons and put some funny letters my mom wrote me in there. i dont even want to make any money off of it just to have a little project and if something comes of it, cool, if not then i have alot of wonderful memories from it. i am really thinking lately about how we only live once so we better make the most of it. and being creative is very important to me because otherwise i feel like a parisite on the planet. a mindless consumer locust ect. but when i create! and think up projects and things and draw and interact with others i really feel like i am here doing something. im blabbing, sorry.
but for now i must get ready for work. i really need to start writing here again. get some things off my chest.