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it's been a while.
a lot can happen.
well i'm just every which way.
once i start to feel comfortable and safe...something happens that just FUCKS everything up.
that's life.
i have no money. and i mean NO money. i'm not even going to have enough for rent. i had it all saved up but i had to go to the doctor's (3 of them) the other day to get all my surgery-related things checked up. my mom's insurance was supposed to cover me until the END of august so we thought i was ok. well my mom's insurance just changed it's policy to the BEGINNING of august...so i have to shell out all of my money.
and i can't tell my parents or ask for it back because my dad hasn't had a job in a while so they couldn't really help me. AND to top it off somehow jared didn't get HOPE. which is ridiculous because jared made better grades than i did. so state dropped ALL of his classes and we can't pay for his college. my parents already took out loans and THAT didn't cover it. ugh.
when it rains it pours.
torrentially.
stressed out.
i want to be five again. i want crayons and someone to take care of me.
a lot can happen.
well i'm just every which way.
once i start to feel comfortable and safe...something happens that just FUCKS everything up.
that's life.
i have no money. and i mean NO money. i'm not even going to have enough for rent. i had it all saved up but i had to go to the doctor's (3 of them) the other day to get all my surgery-related things checked up. my mom's insurance was supposed to cover me until the END of august so we thought i was ok. well my mom's insurance just changed it's policy to the BEGINNING of august...so i have to shell out all of my money.
and i can't tell my parents or ask for it back because my dad hasn't had a job in a while so they couldn't really help me. AND to top it off somehow jared didn't get HOPE. which is ridiculous because jared made better grades than i did. so state dropped ALL of his classes and we can't pay for his college. my parents already took out loans and THAT didn't cover it. ugh.
when it rains it pours.
torrentially.
stressed out.
i want to be five again. i want crayons and someone to take care of me.