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My boyfriend and i broke up.
I feel a little worse than i thought i would.
I thought I would feel a little..i don't know...relieved?
But I really just feel empty.
I feel like I have no opinion about anything.
And all my friends are gone on Spring Break and i'm here alone.
nothing really to distract me except work (who is already training me to become the manager after 4 days of working there).
We went through a lot together.
It's all bittersweet.
I'm better and worse for it.
I'm afraid that what I'm looking for just isn't there
and that i'll regret this the more and more that i realize that.
We had a good run.
It was beautiful and terrible.
I think that I would just like to be alone for a while.
i'm just going to take care of myself right now and try to remember to eat.
I feel a little worse than i thought i would.
I thought I would feel a little..i don't know...relieved?
But I really just feel empty.
I feel like I have no opinion about anything.
And all my friends are gone on Spring Break and i'm here alone.
nothing really to distract me except work (who is already training me to become the manager after 4 days of working there).
We went through a lot together.
It's all bittersweet.
I'm better and worse for it.
I'm afraid that what I'm looking for just isn't there
and that i'll regret this the more and more that i realize that.
We had a good run.
It was beautiful and terrible.
I think that I would just like to be alone for a while.
i'm just going to take care of myself right now and try to remember to eat.