Hated Beloved:
Title: Hated Beloved
Status: Complete - Drabble: 419 words
Fandom: Naruto
Pairings: Sasuke/Naruto onesided
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the following characters, if I did Naruto would only be Yaoi.
Warnings: Mensions of noncon, and Naruto merging with Kyuubi
Rating: PG - 13
'Time heals all wounds', it is said. Then why? Why does this unbreakable pain never fade? Corrupting, eroding, soiling and eating away at my soul. The undying feeling of love and absolute hatred.
'I only decided not to kill you on a whim; so Naruto allow me to whimsical and let me kill you quietly.' Was the words you so hatefully spouted the last time we met. Speaking so cruelly and digging the kunai of betrayal deeper into my heart before twisting it fiercely and slowly; enjoying the emotions of utter helplessness and despair that flicker behind my eyes.
Since when have you become so cruel Sasuke? Were you influenced by a monster or only deprived of the love you desperately sought? Just like me. Then, tell me. Why does it hurt so much? I can only speculate my hated beloved for those cruel and cold eyes shatters my very reason for existence in harmony. Even as my will finally breaks with a dam of emotions; flooding inside me; breaking through barriers cruelly. You watch with a distinct pleasure as the tears finally come.
'Pathetic.' Your words rang out in a hushed whisper; crushing me beneath its weight. I can only feel despair, sneer at my own foolishness for opening my fragile heart to a bastard. My mind keeps repeating that I should have listened to Jiraiya and Kyuubi. I really should have listened.
~He's not worth your time kit. You'll find happiness elsewhere.~ This time I finally listen. Fists clenching, muscles tightening as I slip through time and space in a dance of unforgiving hatred. As a final tear strolls down my cheek; it is my last words that stained your perfect hatred. Awakening you to your unforgiving deed and cruel intentions.
'Why Sasuke? What have I ever done to you but love you?' We parted; leaving our once precious bond to disintegrate and fade with the passing of time. 'For this, I shall never forgive you.' I whispered; shuddering violently as the slick wetness of semen and blood trail down my thighs. The last vestiges of my innocence broken by deprived cruelty.
I sneer at your final goodbye, my eyes permanently empty; dull and forever blood red in hatred. For I am the demon fox, I may live for eternity and watch time pass. This is your fault; you finally broke me Sasuke, you bastard, and gave me a cruel existence of hatred and centuries of pain.
The next time we meet; I will not hesitate...
Fin