(no subject)
wow a lot has been going on. life is crazy. i wish someone knew how much i truely cared for them. im so afraid to step back into a relatonship, i dont want hurt like ive had ever again, although its almost bound to happen sometime to everyone again. im really liking someone right now. too many people that im not intrested in arent getting the point that im not who they think. sometimes i think i put off the wrong impression. i feel really bad for being a serious bitch to someone, but yet i really dont care anymore, i just hate that i lost someone really close to me to someone else. i love my friends and they are amazing.