die
so yeah this week has sucked SOOO much and its only wednesday... today in english i wanted to like kill meself.. if i had something sharp i think i woulda gone to the bathrrom and like cut myself.. i dunno why... i was just really upset with alot of things and english class made it worse... i have so much shit to do and i try to do it but then i dont undertsand it and i cant go get help cuz i have soo many things i need to do and i wanna keep my marks up and like bring up the bad ones but its soo hard... i still kinda feel like cuttin myself.. that makes me sad... who knows...