fuck a duck
wow today was soooooooooooo not my day... i kept makin like sooooooo many mistakes at work and shit i swear they must all think im retarded... and then other shit.. and now stupid chem exam tomorrow which im prob kinda screwed for cu yeah i suck and havent studied much...
why is it that when you think everythin is happy and goin well everything comes crashing down around you liek shit... life SOOOOOOOOOOO isnt fair... shit shit and more fukin shit... im so scared right now.. im scared that the one good thing in my life is gonna go bad as well as the rest of the shit in my life... i just want things to be alright.. no matter how much i say its okay.. it doesnt seem to be... i dont know what to do nemore.. gahhhhhh... maybe i'll just try to sleep it off... if only i cud wake up tomorrow and everything would be better... or not...
why is it that when you think everythin is happy and goin well everything comes crashing down around you liek shit... life SOOOOOOOOOOO isnt fair... shit shit and more fukin shit... im so scared right now.. im scared that the one good thing in my life is gonna go bad as well as the rest of the shit in my life... i just want things to be alright.. no matter how much i say its okay.. it doesnt seem to be... i dont know what to do nemore.. gahhhhhh... maybe i'll just try to sleep it off... if only i cud wake up tomorrow and everything would be better... or not...