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Charlie called me on Monday a little after aI posted my rant. Apologised and we did see each other yesterday...
And the thing is... it just keeps getting better between us.
There used to be a time when I didn't think there was a human way for things to work out between us ever again... and as it turns out... they just do!
And all of a sudden it's so great!
It is so great!
And it's like... I don't know, like indeed this is the way it should be...
Which is why I shouldn't do it anymore. Because... I'm dying to have things work out... and there's just that insatiable feeling of doubting that things will work out. Ever.
Is it me? Is something wrong with me? Like... I was talking to Wendy about it, and I told her that Kris is on a total fuzz because she does think we are OMG!Someanttobe! and thinks he's OMG! so in love with me.... and then Wendy said, "Well, isn't it? Isn't it possible?"
And I said I didn't know, and she said, "well, surely you've felt something One can tell!" And I said yeah, I felt something from him... But then I said that I wasn't going to jump and ask him, "So, are you in love with me or what?"
So... I said, that the thing is I won't jump in, unless I'm sure he will too.... and she said, "Well, have you thought that maybe he's waiting for the same thing?"
I don't know... I had a great time with him yesterday, and I know he did too (That would be because he asked me if I had a good time)...
And.. I don't know, it's just plain confusing... Which is why, as soon as I end this update, I won't think about it anymore.
That is, from now on.
:)
*goes back to work*
And the thing is... it just keeps getting better between us.
There used to be a time when I didn't think there was a human way for things to work out between us ever again... and as it turns out... they just do!
And all of a sudden it's so great!
It is so great!
And it's like... I don't know, like indeed this is the way it should be...
Which is why I shouldn't do it anymore. Because... I'm dying to have things work out... and there's just that insatiable feeling of doubting that things will work out. Ever.
Is it me? Is something wrong with me? Like... I was talking to Wendy about it, and I told her that Kris is on a total fuzz because she does think we are OMG!Someanttobe! and thinks he's OMG! so in love with me.... and then Wendy said, "Well, isn't it? Isn't it possible?"
And I said I didn't know, and she said, "well, surely you've felt something One can tell!" And I said yeah, I felt something from him... But then I said that I wasn't going to jump and ask him, "So, are you in love with me or what?"
So... I said, that the thing is I won't jump in, unless I'm sure he will too.... and she said, "Well, have you thought that maybe he's waiting for the same thing?"
I don't know... I had a great time with him yesterday, and I know he did too (That would be because he asked me if I had a good time)...
And.. I don't know, it's just plain confusing... Which is why, as soon as I end this update, I won't think about it anymore.
That is, from now on.
:)
*goes back to work*