Give me some rope tie me to dream
It is 3 am, I am pretty much wide awake. Maybe I'll watch a movie. In the past 10 days I have screwed up my body clock. Big time. I hardly sleep at night except for a few hours and then I spend the morning quite okay but the afternoon totally kills me and I end up napping it away. The other day I tried not to nap and instead went to bed early... and it still was all wrecked the next day. Idek what to do at this point I'll just keep trying to go to bed a bit earlier every night and to nap a little less and maybe slowly I'll get back to something kinda normal.
So tonight, after I watched The Rocky Horror Picture Show, I cleaned up my downloads folder cause I've downloaded a ton of stuff I hadn't put together (mostly a lot of music).
Since it was released, I've had the LOST season 6 score and I had not dared to listen to it. Let's just say while I was clearing away my folder I listened to it and realized why I hadn't done it before. And in case that's not clear enough, it involved tears. Lots of them at 2 am.
Oh show, I just want you to know: I'm not over you yet. Ik I do a good job at playing the part of being over you but I'm really not. I miss you LOST. A lot a lot.
I've done a ton of stuff fandom wise these days but I need to finish putting it all up together so I won't link any of it yet. But yeah whatever idek what I'm saying. I've also watched The Duchess twice this week. Partly because it was on tv but also because something about that film drives me so insane. I love it but not in the omg I am in love way... more in a very god I find it so intriguing... Even tho the film itself is quite simple. Idk I guess it has a lot more balance than other period films of the same tone, where Marie Antoinette is too over the top that it becomes almost a joke and Pride and Prejudice is too simple that it blurs away a little, The Duchess is a lot more balanced.
Or maybe I just guilty pleasure it a lot.
Penny is sleeping next to me and I'm jealous of her. I'm jealous of my dog what is this.
OH HEY PS CAT: I found a link for that thing we're gonna have a snarkalong to. Js. Also ilu
So tonight, after I watched The Rocky Horror Picture Show, I cleaned up my downloads folder cause I've downloaded a ton of stuff I hadn't put together (mostly a lot of music).
Since it was released, I've had the LOST season 6 score and I had not dared to listen to it. Let's just say while I was clearing away my folder I listened to it and realized why I hadn't done it before. And in case that's not clear enough, it involved tears. Lots of them at 2 am.
Oh show, I just want you to know: I'm not over you yet. Ik I do a good job at playing the part of being over you but I'm really not. I miss you LOST. A lot a lot.
I've done a ton of stuff fandom wise these days but I need to finish putting it all up together so I won't link any of it yet. But yeah whatever idek what I'm saying. I've also watched The Duchess twice this week. Partly because it was on tv but also because something about that film drives me so insane. I love it but not in the omg I am in love way... more in a very god I find it so intriguing... Even tho the film itself is quite simple. Idk I guess it has a lot more balance than other period films of the same tone, where Marie Antoinette is too over the top that it becomes almost a joke and Pride and Prejudice is too simple that it blurs away a little, The Duchess is a lot more balanced.
Or maybe I just guilty pleasure it a lot.
Penny is sleeping next to me and I'm jealous of her. I'm jealous of my dog what is this.
OH HEY PS CAT: I found a link for that thing we're gonna have a snarkalong to. Js. Also ilu