I don't wanna follow Death and all his friends...
I had a successful tutoring this morning. I feel solid on my concept, excited about the possibilities, bright about the outcomes... And positively terrified, obviously!
This thing is 3 months away, and that makes me feel slightly overwhelmed, I won't lie. And it also makes me feel slightly home-sick. I know I haven't left my college home yet, but it makes me feel as if the end is near! And that is frightening! I don't love change... I can deal with it, but I don't love it; and I feel as if making your thesis is the ultimate wave goodbye to school... *sigh*
I keep asking myself... Can I really do this? And in some parts of my mind, I'm sure I can, it's just another project! I *must* be able to do it! But it's hard to feel convinced all the time.
I guess I just... had a very good tutoring today. But I want to keep my feet on the ground about this. I need to keep the work going, I need to keep my head on track. I need, more than anything, to be focused. For all of 3 months... And that's hard for me.
On the side, the dates for private presentation of the thesis are from May 18th to May 31st... And, I just NEED to get assigned on a date before the 21st! I simply cannot imagine going over the nightmare of the impending presentation during my birthday! I was told my official letter will be out on Monday, in which letter my assigned date will be finally revealed... Oh Heathus! Please be very kind and let me do this before my birthday!!!
If that comes out well, I am SO going to party for like a week! Who wants to join the party??!
Completely unrelated but... no one guessed this one quote from my movie meme:
"Change is nature, Dad. The part that we can influence. And it starts when we decide."
It's from the brilliant masterpiece by Brad Bird, Ratatouille
This thing is 3 months away, and that makes me feel slightly overwhelmed, I won't lie. And it also makes me feel slightly home-sick. I know I haven't left my college home yet, but it makes me feel as if the end is near! And that is frightening! I don't love change... I can deal with it, but I don't love it; and I feel as if making your thesis is the ultimate wave goodbye to school... *sigh*
I keep asking myself... Can I really do this? And in some parts of my mind, I'm sure I can, it's just another project! I *must* be able to do it! But it's hard to feel convinced all the time.
I guess I just... had a very good tutoring today. But I want to keep my feet on the ground about this. I need to keep the work going, I need to keep my head on track. I need, more than anything, to be focused. For all of 3 months... And that's hard for me.
On the side, the dates for private presentation of the thesis are from May 18th to May 31st... And, I just NEED to get assigned on a date before the 21st! I simply cannot imagine going over the nightmare of the impending presentation during my birthday! I was told my official letter will be out on Monday, in which letter my assigned date will be finally revealed... Oh Heathus! Please be very kind and let me do this before my birthday!!!
If that comes out well, I am SO going to party for like a week! Who wants to join the party??!
Completely unrelated but... no one guessed this one quote from my movie meme:
"Change is nature, Dad. The part that we can influence. And it starts when we decide."
It's from the brilliant masterpiece by Brad Bird, Ratatouille