I Take It Back...
Yesterday, I said this ~
I'm nervous and excited, mostly excited about seeing Ellie again! The only person who was a true friend through my stuggles last year, I love you, hun :)
I haven't seen her in like 6 MONTHS and she used to be the only person who made me laugh when times got really tough. Shame she's not on my course, but I will make time to see her :)
Now? I take it back. This is how today went ~
I walked to the supermarket (where I was supposed to meet Ellie) with my dad, as he needed to get some money from the cashpoint for me, I waited for ten minutes for Ellie and she didn't show up, so I rang her twice, and texted her like "I'm soooo sorry, but I have to go now or else I'll be late"
She didn't reply. We had agreed to meet up so that we would have someone to go into college with, as we were both nervous as hell. So in the end I had to go in on my own, and find where I was supposed to go etc..
So I had to go into this lecture room to see what room I was in and Ellie was already sitting in there with some other people. I tried to get her attention but she ignored me, she wouldn't even look at me. And when I approached her she just said "Oh, hey! Didn't see you there" Liar.
She didn't give me an explanation or anything, or a sorry.
I'm fed up of people screwing me over :@
So I don't think me and her are gonna be as close as I hoped. It's a shame but I don't want to be friends with someone like that anyway.
Apart from that glitch my day was actually quite good, a little boring with all the forms that had to be filled out, but I made some new friends, and it's a course I'm passionate about, so it's all good :)
Dinner time now.
Peace Out xo
I'm nervous and excited, mostly excited about seeing Ellie again! The only person who was a true friend through my stuggles last year, I love you, hun :)
I haven't seen her in like 6 MONTHS and she used to be the only person who made me laugh when times got really tough. Shame she's not on my course, but I will make time to see her :)
Now? I take it back. This is how today went ~
I walked to the supermarket (where I was supposed to meet Ellie) with my dad, as he needed to get some money from the cashpoint for me, I waited for ten minutes for Ellie and she didn't show up, so I rang her twice, and texted her like "I'm soooo sorry, but I have to go now or else I'll be late"
She didn't reply. We had agreed to meet up so that we would have someone to go into college with, as we were both nervous as hell. So in the end I had to go in on my own, and find where I was supposed to go etc..
So I had to go into this lecture room to see what room I was in and Ellie was already sitting in there with some other people. I tried to get her attention but she ignored me, she wouldn't even look at me. And when I approached her she just said "Oh, hey! Didn't see you there" Liar.
She didn't give me an explanation or anything, or a sorry.
I'm fed up of people screwing me over :@
So I don't think me and her are gonna be as close as I hoped. It's a shame but I don't want to be friends with someone like that anyway.
Apart from that glitch my day was actually quite good, a little boring with all the forms that had to be filled out, but I made some new friends, and it's a course I'm passionate about, so it's all good :)
Dinner time now.
Peace Out xo