what the fuck is going on
Life seems so confusing right now. First of all im on my new imac g5 which is insanely sp,? cool but now has become just another distraction from doing hw. I still get my work done, but i do the bare minimum that it ttakes to get bs and b- and an occasional a-. I also dont read -- never. Well rairly. I read what i have to for hw but it ttakes a long ass time which is due to the fact that i never read on my spare time. So i dunno basically im screwed. I have to get better grades like if i wanna get into college i should try to get mianly b+s but some bs and some a -. that would be nice, and to do well on the SAT's but yea i dunno. Life seems really unpredictable right now. and whenever theres a girl i like and i go after her it never works out which is totally lame or like she might like me too but i wait to long to do anything and by then their over me. Charlie just told me i pulled a Charlie, Hah im such a loser. And this is a stupid thing to write cus the only ppl that read this are my cousins and sister, and a few freinds but w/e i dont give a fuck. I realized thogh that i like CSW way more that i thought cus i was like WTF when my dad said hed make me to go LS if i didnt do decently well on my SAT's. Also i think OMS is pretty much out of the question. I think the college i want to go to is UMV cus its in Vermont and its an okay college and i know some ppl there and they like it. Colorado College would be sweet but i doubt i could get into it with the way im going. Im gonna try to work my ass off from now on to do better in school, but its gonna be hard. I also have to try to read some books ughhh. Also, macs are way better than pc's so all of you shuld know that, and by all of you i mean like 3 ppl that might actuall read this haha. yea anyway im not in a terrible mood though even though it might seem that way so dont reply being all cheer up everythings gonna be ok.
peace.
peace.