right now... im feeling very calm
theres a lot in life
that we all take for granted...
i think that times of calm is one of them...
when we get calm...
its like as they say
the calm before the storm...
we tend to figite...
we can't seem to sit still...
we just have to be doing something...
i feel as though all life has a soundtrack
our moods take us to different places...
with ever music we find ourselves in different places...
so...
if we were just to think for a minute...
about maybe, just maybe...
sitting down and enjoying the calm...
would we always bring so much of a storm...
maybe the world would be just that much more calm...
i dont know...
this is all just a rammbling...
it means nothing...
or maybe...
it means everything...
we never really know though...
what are path will lead to...
or what we will grow to be...
its all a mystery..
and even when its wrong...
is it truly ever wrong...
or were just delt that 'hell' of a hand?
was every descion we make, really laid out before us?
with an awser already waiting?
do we even really ever have a choice?
or are we constantly following a pre-set plan?
was i suppose to come here all along...
was this all suppose to happen the way it did...
will he except who i really am..
or will he be scared away...
what do i make of all of this...
why is everything happening so fast...
why do i sit and just feel the need to speak to him..
to see him??
was it all suppose to happen like this?
should i be scared of being given something so good?
or is it finally time for me to be happy?
i dont know how to answer any of these questions...
but then again...
how will we answer lifes little questions...
unless we face them head on???
so we take life as it comes at us...
or thats the way i see it..
wheather we have some say in the long run...
or not...
we go on and on...
living and learning...
we dont all die having lived...
but we all make it somehow...
everyone always has a someone...
somewhere...
im looking for mine...
i need that someone...
maybe i've found that someone...
who ever really knows...???
that we all take for granted...
i think that times of calm is one of them...
when we get calm...
its like as they say
the calm before the storm...
we tend to figite...
we can't seem to sit still...
we just have to be doing something...
i feel as though all life has a soundtrack
our moods take us to different places...
with ever music we find ourselves in different places...
so...
if we were just to think for a minute...
about maybe, just maybe...
sitting down and enjoying the calm...
would we always bring so much of a storm...
maybe the world would be just that much more calm...
i dont know...
this is all just a rammbling...
it means nothing...
or maybe...
it means everything...
we never really know though...
what are path will lead to...
or what we will grow to be...
its all a mystery..
and even when its wrong...
is it truly ever wrong...
or were just delt that 'hell' of a hand?
was every descion we make, really laid out before us?
with an awser already waiting?
do we even really ever have a choice?
or are we constantly following a pre-set plan?
was i suppose to come here all along...
was this all suppose to happen the way it did...
will he except who i really am..
or will he be scared away...
what do i make of all of this...
why is everything happening so fast...
why do i sit and just feel the need to speak to him..
to see him??
was it all suppose to happen like this?
should i be scared of being given something so good?
or is it finally time for me to be happy?
i dont know how to answer any of these questions...
but then again...
how will we answer lifes little questions...
unless we face them head on???
so we take life as it comes at us...
or thats the way i see it..
wheather we have some say in the long run...
or not...
we go on and on...
living and learning...
we dont all die having lived...
but we all make it somehow...
everyone always has a someone...
somewhere...
im looking for mine...
i need that someone...
maybe i've found that someone...
who ever really knows...???