Psalm 109
he does!
A song played in my head. i have a piano keyboard set up behind me but i don't ever play it. But not only this song but the words "He Stands" so i looked up in the concordance "he stands" and it pulled up this verse :
For he shall stand h5975 יַעֲמֹד עָמַד ʿāmaḏ
at the right hand h3225 לִימִין יָמִין yāmמn
of the poor, h34 אֶבְיוֹן אֶבְיוֹן 'eḇyפn
to save h3467 לְהוֹשִׁיעַ יָשַׁע yāaʿ
[him]
from those that condemn h8199 מִשֹּׁפְטֵי שָׁפַט āp̄aṭ
his soul. h5315 נַפְשֽׁוֹ נֶפֶשׁ nep̄e
כִּֽי־יַעֲמֹד לִימִין אֶבְיוֹן לְהוֹשִׁיעַ מִשֹּׁפְטֵי נַפְשֽׁוֹ׃
It's hard not to be excited about it. but it's just the right amount of love energy to keep me going. i recorded it due to past loss of memory and it's on youtube.
lets read.
Psalm 109 1 - 4
He has enemies and he loves them. ouch!
Psalm 109 5-15
Well, maybe he doesn't. GULP!
Psalm 109:16-18
This is quite the decryption. But i am thinking that Christ died for all of us.
Psalm 109 : 19-20
Who is this about?
Matthew Henry Commentary from the Blue Letter Bible website
That made me stop caring about who it was.
psalm 109 : 21
psalm 109 : 22 - 23
I know that feeling. (not about being skin and bones) about thinking everyone thinks i am pathetic. He cares about what people think of him and here :
psalm 109 : 26 - 28
His priorities are in order. Good for him!
Psalm 109: 29-31
He defends me - Every time. i don't know why defending myself has been a problem. I always thought having the Lord defend me was more just and done perfectly. I thought it would be better to keep silent and let God be my judge and defender.
Should i stop and start defending myself? I really don't want to. I am no good at it. I will do it if it becomes very very clear that God wants that.
i would rather mind my own business and keep getting forgiven and loved every day.