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oh my is this week ever gonna end?
Will I ever catch up in my studies?
Is there ever going to be a day that school isn't hard for me?
Will I ever make it to all my classes and on time?
Why was winter quater so killer? Maybe cause I rode. I only skipped class twice winter quater and that was to snowboard in Canada. I went before class to study with a tutor and I was all hella determined to do good and I did. What the hell happend this quater? Am I just still afraid of graduating and further fullfilling my dreams? Is it that I was in a relationship that side tracked me and wasn't healthy for me? Was it that I just have a hard time adjusting to Seattle busy city life?
Who cares though... I mean it is what it is.
I fucking cleaned the shit outta my room. I didn't get much homework done. In fact I got none done. But my room had this new energy to it that is super fucking sweet. I dig that and it is so important to have a cozy space to rest my head. So important.
I was gonna go surfing this weekend. I think I am bailing on that cause I have been sick and I need to get better.
mmmkay.
nite*
Will I ever catch up in my studies?
Is there ever going to be a day that school isn't hard for me?
Will I ever make it to all my classes and on time?
Why was winter quater so killer? Maybe cause I rode. I only skipped class twice winter quater and that was to snowboard in Canada. I went before class to study with a tutor and I was all hella determined to do good and I did. What the hell happend this quater? Am I just still afraid of graduating and further fullfilling my dreams? Is it that I was in a relationship that side tracked me and wasn't healthy for me? Was it that I just have a hard time adjusting to Seattle busy city life?
Who cares though... I mean it is what it is.
I fucking cleaned the shit outta my room. I didn't get much homework done. In fact I got none done. But my room had this new energy to it that is super fucking sweet. I dig that and it is so important to have a cozy space to rest my head. So important.
I was gonna go surfing this weekend. I think I am bailing on that cause I have been sick and I need to get better.
mmmkay.
nite*