tis so baffling
watching people in this city I reside in and love so.
As they gather round to create love filled art masses.
Some wearing rustic sweats from the nineteen nineties and others wearing soficitcated suit jackets.
Shiny shoes.
Vegan food.
My best friend from when I was sixteen.
She dropped off the planet.
Became a religious queen.
Silly tales.
Changing my name.
Phone calls filled with tears.
Breaking free from self inflicted pain.
Bright oragne.
It either calls to you or it doesn't.
There was a time.
Long ago.
When it called to my posse'o' six of us.
Where did we all go.
Flying by.
Across the nation and back.
Home away from home.
Away and traveling to meet my king.
He sought me out.
Slowy showed me he'd stay as I tore open my heart.
I let all the ulgy shit leek out.
His eyes grew big as my truth shined through.
As it all happened.
I left my body and steped out to say HI!
I watched the bad fill with good.
Tears came to my eyes.
Moments passed.
Time standed far from still.
I drove home one day.
In an instant my heart was abundtly full.
All the past emptieness that resided within my heart.
It was cast out of who I am today.
Let out and went far.
Room for none but mt being true.
This feeling is what I was dying to feel.
As I used to try daily to kill myself to heal.
Letting go.
Allowing this universe to work it's magic above and beyond.
May take some forever.
But when asked....
You always recieve some sort of responce.
As they gather round to create love filled art masses.
Some wearing rustic sweats from the nineteen nineties and others wearing soficitcated suit jackets.
Shiny shoes.
Vegan food.
My best friend from when I was sixteen.
She dropped off the planet.
Became a religious queen.
Silly tales.
Changing my name.
Phone calls filled with tears.
Breaking free from self inflicted pain.
Bright oragne.
It either calls to you or it doesn't.
There was a time.
Long ago.
When it called to my posse'o' six of us.
Where did we all go.
Flying by.
Across the nation and back.
Home away from home.
Away and traveling to meet my king.
He sought me out.
Slowy showed me he'd stay as I tore open my heart.
I let all the ulgy shit leek out.
His eyes grew big as my truth shined through.
As it all happened.
I left my body and steped out to say HI!
I watched the bad fill with good.
Tears came to my eyes.
Moments passed.
Time standed far from still.
I drove home one day.
In an instant my heart was abundtly full.
All the past emptieness that resided within my heart.
It was cast out of who I am today.
Let out and went far.
Room for none but mt being true.
This feeling is what I was dying to feel.
As I used to try daily to kill myself to heal.
Letting go.
Allowing this universe to work it's magic above and beyond.
May take some forever.
But when asked....
You always recieve some sort of responce.