Aug 12, 2006 12:42
there are some things that are just gonna be more important to me than the grade.
my ass hair's composition when i poop.
or what my car looks like.
Like:
Hearing the voice of my friends when they have had a profound moment of growth in their life and all they want to do is share their joy and of all people they call me.
I mean I really fucking feel honored.
or.
when someone can't see all the amazing things that they are and feels like life is a poop stick and a half. Then they want to spend time with me cause they think I know something about life they don't. I mean in reality.... Life can be poopy... But they want to hear about good things... They want to be around me.
Again... All I feel is gratitude.
or.
when my little cousins tell me I am cool. Are you kidding me? I am so far from anything related to cool. I do many uncool things that are adult and rsponsible. But they see something else. Which is rad.
Again.... I am fortunate.
or...
The fact my family knows that in my heart I want to be a sucessfull artisit and they dish out love, dough, and boundries so I can do all this stuff on my own. And when I call them crying cause I feel like I just can't do it. They laugh at me and tell me I have been through worse.
Again....
way better than perfect credit, new shoes, good sex, or any money in the world.
Thanks guys. Yer all a bunch of little monkey trick ass wholigans..... but i got nothing but love for ya.
~sarah