ANDY your right...
you know the really messed up thing about life? is that no matter how much beauty you can find, there is always some serious pain..-ANdy... everything always hurts even if your the one to hurt or the one that hurts people either or.. It just hurts.... well I'm just DOne. No more fuckin guys in my Life. Theres too much time and energy trying not to be hurt, when the whole world is against you, there is no way I will beable to be happy. I really hate Orange county, you know i think I'm meant to be alone In orange county, No friends or Almost lovers. Orange county is for people to have fun and catch deases... hahaha ... Who would want to grow up here? Nothing but druggie, alcholics and Losers that don't know anything about the outside world. I hope one day I can find maybe one person here to make me happy. If it wasn't for this job and school. I'd be done with this city......