Jul 07, 2004 15:07
Last night I didn't sleep to well.. I couldn't fix myself to sleep comfortably.... The new bed needed to be fit to my body. The sheets were new... and the pillow didn't satisfy my neck. I also couldn't sleep because the air was new and it wasn't complying with my body very well.... I went and took a shower.. It was an odd shower, The water ran weirdly... and the curve of the water was different. I miss my old house. I guess I have to get use to it.
I'm at the teen center right now and a Life coach came to talk to me about things... uhm... weird.... She made me say things i didn't want to say.. and she made me cry... rrarrrr!!
She said... I need to do whats best for me.. and not for anyone else. So from here on, If you don't fit my schedule or fit into my world then you could go away. I'm tired of putting people and there emotions infront of mine.
I'm growing and it's really hard to adjust to this. It's a new me again.