QUICK SUMMARY:
TODAY:
My last day at work. no more science after this.
It's been a really crappy crappy last two weeks.
I'm considering dumping this lj and starting over. I'll keep you posted.
Oh, and I lost my iPod. I can't even talk about that one. It isn't completely backed up and I am so emotionally attached to it I can't even describe it. It hasn't been more than two feet away from me in the past 3 years and I can't count the number of sleepless nights when I was depressed or manic or crying uncontrollably or anything else that I spent listening to it. Getting another one doesn't change it and I feel awful for being so attached to a material possession. Does that make me shallow and petty? Don't answer if the answer is going to make me feel worse.
So glad it is rainy here. Matches my mood. So I have to go do some stuff now. And apologize to Jo for being such a fuckity fucking moron.
:(
My last day at work. no more science after this.
It's been a really crappy crappy last two weeks.
I'm considering dumping this lj and starting over. I'll keep you posted.
Oh, and I lost my iPod. I can't even talk about that one. It isn't completely backed up and I am so emotionally attached to it I can't even describe it. It hasn't been more than two feet away from me in the past 3 years and I can't count the number of sleepless nights when I was depressed or manic or crying uncontrollably or anything else that I spent listening to it. Getting another one doesn't change it and I feel awful for being so attached to a material possession. Does that make me shallow and petty? Don't answer if the answer is going to make me feel worse.
So glad it is rainy here. Matches my mood. So I have to go do some stuff now. And apologize to Jo for being such a fuckity fucking moron.
:(