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I hate how stupid I've been for the past 2 and a half years. & I hate knowing that the reason me and Brian aren't together anymore, is all my fault. I don't know how I'm supposed to talk to him and see him for the rest of my life knowing that he doesn't love me? and I hate that that's how it has to be because Renee'. I've basically fucked everything up for her and she's going to hate me for it later but I won't blame her.