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i finally got enough sleep. i woke up today at 10:30, watched spiderman a little and exercized for like an hour and a half. exercizing in the beginning of the day is so much better than how i wait until the end of the day. and there was hardly no one in the exercize gym place and i watched cartoons on the tv there while exercizing and it was so sunny and the hills outside the windows are getting a bit greener, it feels like such a nice summer-y saturday like when i was a kid.
i'm home now because i had to wash my clothes, pick up mail and pick up a prescription off campus and the cafeteria at school is not open because they have a picnic thing on the quad. i don't like how there are so many people outside and tonight there are to be two crappy careeristy faux alternative bands playing on campus. yucky-yuck-yuck.
i called my doctor about getting my prescription refilled and the person who answered was a moron about it. she said that when they had recommended that i see a counselor that it was less of a recommendation and more of an order and they will let me refill my prescription for another month but no more if i don't get a counselor. that is kind of dumb. if the lexapro i was on had worked i wouldn't need one yet regardless of whether the paxil works i have to see one. and it's going to be so expensive and i have no medical insurance. and if i don't get a counselor even though i will try, that means that i am basically paying another hundred dollars only to have the prescription cut off in four weeks. the doctors don't seem to care that much and didn't even ask if the paxil was working and they were so rude about how i hadn't gotten a counselor.
also last night i watched an mtv show i think it's called made or something like that and it was about this person who wanted to be in her school's pageant thing and it was odd how people regarded her as so geeky and stuff but she was so beautiful and then she got the standard beauty crap to enter the pageant but she didn't totally transform herself and mostly just improved in the self-confidence department which was nice and not because she changed her looks drastically or anything. and it was so awesome that she went out on a date and to a dance with the person she had such a huge crush on. but then he turned out to be a scumbag but it was so nice that the person she had such a huge crush on had liked her too.
i'm home now because i had to wash my clothes, pick up mail and pick up a prescription off campus and the cafeteria at school is not open because they have a picnic thing on the quad. i don't like how there are so many people outside and tonight there are to be two crappy careeristy faux alternative bands playing on campus. yucky-yuck-yuck.
i called my doctor about getting my prescription refilled and the person who answered was a moron about it. she said that when they had recommended that i see a counselor that it was less of a recommendation and more of an order and they will let me refill my prescription for another month but no more if i don't get a counselor. that is kind of dumb. if the lexapro i was on had worked i wouldn't need one yet regardless of whether the paxil works i have to see one. and it's going to be so expensive and i have no medical insurance. and if i don't get a counselor even though i will try, that means that i am basically paying another hundred dollars only to have the prescription cut off in four weeks. the doctors don't seem to care that much and didn't even ask if the paxil was working and they were so rude about how i hadn't gotten a counselor.
also last night i watched an mtv show i think it's called made or something like that and it was about this person who wanted to be in her school's pageant thing and it was odd how people regarded her as so geeky and stuff but she was so beautiful and then she got the standard beauty crap to enter the pageant but she didn't totally transform herself and mostly just improved in the self-confidence department which was nice and not because she changed her looks drastically or anything. and it was so awesome that she went out on a date and to a dance with the person she had such a huge crush on. but then he turned out to be a scumbag but it was so nice that the person she had such a huge crush on had liked her too.