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AFTER ALL...
After all these years, I still get tounge tied when Im around you...
When does it become unhealthy...when your wait turns into forever...
I always told myself I was going to wait for you..ever since i was a little kid..i promised that i wouldnt leave you...
But your the one who didnt want me near... all i could do is watch you from afar as your glowing smile reflected on all the things around you...
your glowing light would shine,...but you put me in your shadow...the one true place a friend would want to go..if he wanted to make you happy...
Everyday that goes by, i still think of that day..when i met you on the playground... all i could think about was wow..i like you... but 15 years later..i still havent told you...
Its not that i am afraid....wait...yes i am.... after all these years i been there to help you when you were falling back into your shadow.. i was the one with the arms and legs who push you back upon your feet...above me on the ground.....
Sometimes i think that having atleast a shred of hope is better than having none at all...
You told me no...but i wouldnt listen... I thought you would Love me after time...after you would realize I was always there for you. but after all...if the world was perfect...you wouldnt need people like me to help you when your down...or when your feeling alone and need someone to talk to...
if you never experienced love...then how could you miss it...
My idea of love..was watching you love someone else... its like reliving the exact moment when your vision of paradise was lost... Lucifer was perched upon the tree of foribben fruit...gazing at Adam and Eve, kissing and embracing eachother...and he wanted to love them..because they looked so perfect for eachother...
But the old devil just looked away in scorn...for he knew that no matter what or how much he wanted...his heart was not meant to love......
.......And He Vowed To Destroy Them