bored
so its 1020 and im really bored. i feel like rambling on without saying anyting but somehow im not in the mood. i just attempted to watch cabin fever with both my parents. i got about 15 minutes in and then had to leave. they were having sex every 30 seconds and talking about masturbating...not the kind of thing i like to watch with my parents.
so my birthday is in 3 days? 4? i dont even know. i guess im gunna go take my permit test thing. its not like it really matters after that. i wont be able to pay for drivers ed, and my parents sure wont. so it looks like i'll be waiting till next summer to drive anywhere. by that time my car(the green minivan) will be dead and i'll probably have to buy some other peice of crap with the money i wont have.
so i got an application at big m the other day. its alot shorter than the wegmans one my mom got me 2 years ago. maybe i'll fill it out and acually work. i havent worked at my current job in about a month. before that, about 3 months. but i do have money. and new clothes. all my relatives gave me was cash so saturday i went shopping. and i didnt ended up buying new shorts. the only thing i really needed. i think i have 1 pair. looks like you'll all be seeing me in pants for the summer.
during the day i never feel like going out. then once its like 7 i want to really bad. i want to go back to brockport too. i can honestly say i had a great time. hopefully more to come over the summer. although julie is going to be at stella maris working for about 3 months over the summer, so it looks like i'll have to find someone to drive me everywhere. oh and since everones older than me i gues i wont have a problem just jumping in someones trunk while there not looking.
i slept for 13 hours last night. i hate it when i wake up late. well kinda. i like it bc my bed just feels really confertable every morning and its nice to sleep in for once. but i hate it bc it kills the day. like i could have woken up 3 or 4 hours before that and worked out or ran and did something with the day. but by the time i get around to doing anythign its 3 and sucks. so tommrow im waking up at 9? maybe 930. but im gunna wake up and go for a run. then im gunna try to workout for a change. seeing that i dont have socer till monday it might actually be worth it.
which makes me think of another thing...my soccer team. yes were pretty good. but last year all we did was win the division. we lost in the qualifing round of state cup to some suckass team from ithaca. that means whenever we aply to tournaments we have nothing to say. which means when we try to get into good ones that actually are good, we dont. bc we sucked ass in one game. which sucks.
i dont like to comlain, it makes me feel dumb
i kinda wish i could post some pictures or somethign special up in this journal here. too bad the rich text shit doesnt work.
so i had a list of things to do over break. one was to clean my room totally and rearrange it so it could be cool. another one was to paint it. but the my parents probably dont want to paint it bc we did like 2 years ago. and right now my walls are like a blueish grey. really light. i thoguht it was going to be like a dark grey and be kinda cool looking. but it ended up being kinda gayish. i think the color i want to paint it is like orange. or a neon blue or green. somethign thats weird. but then i have the problem of rearrangeing all my stuff. its all old wooden type stuff that my mom used to have when she was a kid, and this other huge shelfing dumb unit thing that holds shit from when i was 8. like my bizillions of baseball cards. i think i need to clean out my entire room and just keep my bed. have that be the only thing in there. all my clothes in the closet, and then make goals on my walls. i could have my own soccer feild in my room. that would be sweet. i could do like bicycle kicks off my bed and stuff. wow thats sweet. too bad it will never happen.
i wrote too fast. only took me 15 minutes. i think my fingers are going to cramp up and fall off. bye.
so my birthday is in 3 days? 4? i dont even know. i guess im gunna go take my permit test thing. its not like it really matters after that. i wont be able to pay for drivers ed, and my parents sure wont. so it looks like i'll be waiting till next summer to drive anywhere. by that time my car(the green minivan) will be dead and i'll probably have to buy some other peice of crap with the money i wont have.
so i got an application at big m the other day. its alot shorter than the wegmans one my mom got me 2 years ago. maybe i'll fill it out and acually work. i havent worked at my current job in about a month. before that, about 3 months. but i do have money. and new clothes. all my relatives gave me was cash so saturday i went shopping. and i didnt ended up buying new shorts. the only thing i really needed. i think i have 1 pair. looks like you'll all be seeing me in pants for the summer.
during the day i never feel like going out. then once its like 7 i want to really bad. i want to go back to brockport too. i can honestly say i had a great time. hopefully more to come over the summer. although julie is going to be at stella maris working for about 3 months over the summer, so it looks like i'll have to find someone to drive me everywhere. oh and since everones older than me i gues i wont have a problem just jumping in someones trunk while there not looking.
i slept for 13 hours last night. i hate it when i wake up late. well kinda. i like it bc my bed just feels really confertable every morning and its nice to sleep in for once. but i hate it bc it kills the day. like i could have woken up 3 or 4 hours before that and worked out or ran and did something with the day. but by the time i get around to doing anythign its 3 and sucks. so tommrow im waking up at 9? maybe 930. but im gunna wake up and go for a run. then im gunna try to workout for a change. seeing that i dont have socer till monday it might actually be worth it.
which makes me think of another thing...my soccer team. yes were pretty good. but last year all we did was win the division. we lost in the qualifing round of state cup to some suckass team from ithaca. that means whenever we aply to tournaments we have nothing to say. which means when we try to get into good ones that actually are good, we dont. bc we sucked ass in one game. which sucks.
i dont like to comlain, it makes me feel dumb
i kinda wish i could post some pictures or somethign special up in this journal here. too bad the rich text shit doesnt work.
so i had a list of things to do over break. one was to clean my room totally and rearrange it so it could be cool. another one was to paint it. but the my parents probably dont want to paint it bc we did like 2 years ago. and right now my walls are like a blueish grey. really light. i thoguht it was going to be like a dark grey and be kinda cool looking. but it ended up being kinda gayish. i think the color i want to paint it is like orange. or a neon blue or green. somethign thats weird. but then i have the problem of rearrangeing all my stuff. its all old wooden type stuff that my mom used to have when she was a kid, and this other huge shelfing dumb unit thing that holds shit from when i was 8. like my bizillions of baseball cards. i think i need to clean out my entire room and just keep my bed. have that be the only thing in there. all my clothes in the closet, and then make goals on my walls. i could have my own soccer feild in my room. that would be sweet. i could do like bicycle kicks off my bed and stuff. wow thats sweet. too bad it will never happen.
i wrote too fast. only took me 15 minutes. i think my fingers are going to cramp up and fall off. bye.