im happy..
mm i was just thinking about stuff while reading
somebody else's journal. and it really just came
to me.
the quote " you find love in the place
you would least expect it", or " don't go looking
for love cauz it will find you". and it just kinda
made me think...wow. i live by those quotes. i
mean i really was never one of those girls who
had tons of boyfriends, i had only really one
boyfriend before ryan, and know now that i
really wasn't in love with him. && im glad i
waited until the perfect person to fall in love
with. for the first time in my life i actually know
what love feels like. and its amazing. i didn't
think that I could ever feel like this. i always
thought that id grow old and be the single
person, but that now i dont know what my
future holds for me. im completely head over
heels in love, and i couldn't be anymore happier
my heart skips a beat when i hear his name, &
when i see him i get those butterflies in my
stomach. its amazing how we met, and how we
just kinda fell in love with each other? it was
almost kind of like an accident. i didn't go looking
for him, or even think that i could ever be with
somebody as amazing as him, and all it took was
one hello, for him to just reel me in like a fish!
and since the first night we hung out, i just knew
that it was right, n i just love that feeling of
comfort and joy with him. hes my sunshine on
my rainy days, and my only star in a sky full of
clouds. i really don't know what i would do without
him. its kinda funny how things work out like this,
i mean, God. he did this didn't he? he brought us
two together, or i would at least hope to think that he
did. 6 months, ago i didn't think i could be this happy,
that i could be this in love, that i could have somebody
so special in my life. but i do. and i don't know what i
did to deserve such a wonderful guy. i couldn't ask
for anything more in the world right now. life is just..
great
so i guess i just led off on a tangent right there
and i guess the only thing i really meant to say
was, dont go looking for something, because you
probably wont find it. you must let it find you. that
is the only way to be truly happy.
im now going to go write my paper. man o man
thank you so much ryan for everything you do! you are truly amazing baby. xoxo
somebody else's journal. and it really just came
to me.
the quote " you find love in the place
you would least expect it", or " don't go looking
for love cauz it will find you". and it just kinda
made me think...wow. i live by those quotes. i
mean i really was never one of those girls who
had tons of boyfriends, i had only really one
boyfriend before ryan, and know now that i
really wasn't in love with him. && im glad i
waited until the perfect person to fall in love
with. for the first time in my life i actually know
what love feels like. and its amazing. i didn't
think that I could ever feel like this. i always
thought that id grow old and be the single
person, but that now i dont know what my
future holds for me. im completely head over
heels in love, and i couldn't be anymore happier
my heart skips a beat when i hear his name, &
when i see him i get those butterflies in my
stomach. its amazing how we met, and how we
just kinda fell in love with each other? it was
almost kind of like an accident. i didn't go looking
for him, or even think that i could ever be with
somebody as amazing as him, and all it took was
one hello, for him to just reel me in like a fish!
and since the first night we hung out, i just knew
that it was right, n i just love that feeling of
comfort and joy with him. hes my sunshine on
my rainy days, and my only star in a sky full of
clouds. i really don't know what i would do without
him. its kinda funny how things work out like this,
i mean, God. he did this didn't he? he brought us
two together, or i would at least hope to think that he
did. 6 months, ago i didn't think i could be this happy,
that i could be this in love, that i could have somebody
so special in my life. but i do. and i don't know what i
did to deserve such a wonderful guy. i couldn't ask
for anything more in the world right now. life is just..
great
so i guess i just led off on a tangent right there
and i guess the only thing i really meant to say
was, dont go looking for something, because you
probably wont find it. you must let it find you. that
is the only way to be truly happy.
im now going to go write my paper. man o man
thank you so much ryan for everything you do! you are truly amazing baby. xoxo