Confusion

Apr 30, 2004 12:17


OK, I seriously hate living in this house. My life sux, and i cant wait 2 get out of hisghschool andon my own. I dont feel wanted in this house anymore. I have thought about running away, i just have no were to run too. Its just so hard everyday wakeing up gettin yelled at for sleeping in 5 minuets longer, getting yelled becasue i dodnt get a shower fast enough. You know i think my life would be much better if people asked me 2 do things form them instead of forceing me to do it. Just like my paretns escpesically my mom, she forces of me instead of asking me. When my sister is like the fucking queen of sheba and gets away woth everything.Go figure shes the baby the last child of 5, and im in the middle. Im just so sick of my mom and sister I wish i could take and trade them in for better ones but unfourtunalty we dont live on the planet. Its no wonder my mom thinks im depressed all the time i have 2 live with her. U woudl be deprressed to if u lived with my mom. *SIGH* I just cant wait 2 leave and move far far away. Maybe 2 michigan since i have 2 great frineds up there, lol ones looks like my twin. Well, i guess ill go draw since that seems to be the only thing i can do, it relaxes me. It either that or i can go down and beat the shit out of my punchingbag, but i think ill go draw maybe my dog Moca aka Cdogg, she my best friend can tell her secrest and u know she wont tell them to someone else. Laterz

Me and My baby.



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