Im really stupid
My journal the one place i can dump my feelings. I messed up big today wiht my b/f all over a stupid idea for a rp board and stupid shit i said but i ddint mean to. Lets just say i need to takeinto view of what other people feelings might do when they read it, but i hope that the person knows i still love them and never meant for it to go like that, becasue there the best thing to happen to me and really the only person i could talk to about stuff i woulndt even tell my dog. so now im going to go listen to my rock music and draw and think of what im goign to say to tell him im sorry and i never meant for it to happen (even though most of it wasnt my idea) but i will still take the rap like i do here in my own house. I messed up big and now im afraid i wont get that person back all becasue of a stupid idea and me sayin shit i never should have or i never meant to say.