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Spent all day working my ass off for "the fokes" which should have sucked, but was actully really nice. Sometimes cleaning just gives me time to think while keeping my hands busy. Since Im normally a complete slob (as most of you know) its kinda interesting that I now find cleaning restful and almost peaceful. I can just scrub and sing along to the radio for hours or just take the time to think about everything and anything while keeping my body moving a busy. It was almost a zen like thing. Yes...yes I know Im weird...but it really wasnt that bad. *smile* Plus Liz is happy cuz she thinks she made me do all these awful things like clean out the fridge (which i will admit was alil gross) and sweep floors and clean the bathroom (yes i was officailly slave labor for the day) so she thinks shes won and in reality i didnt mind it...so as long as shes happy and im happy the world is a peaceful place. hehe
Lets see whats been up lately...job hunting mostly...learning to drive....cleaning and getting my act together. Yep, thats about it.
Yesterday I had so much fun!! It was really nice to see everyone after kinda being in suclusion for two weeks trying to figure everything out. And it was even nicer to sit around and just chat and eat and play games. I just love those kinda nights. Where its just a bunch of us girls and we sit around and talk for hours about the silliest things or the most important things...it doesnt matter. Its just fun cuz everyones talking a mile a minute and laughing and smiling and cracking jokes and just have a good ol' time. After that jennjenn and I ended up talking til like 5am or something!!! It was crazy!! We talked about alot of stuff that i dont think ive really ever talked to anyone about...except mari. So yeah it was interesting to hear what jenn though about alot of the issues and to, of course, make fun of a certain boy (cuz thats always a blast!!) We talked about personal stuff and we talked about silly stuff...again it was one of those nights where you just talk and talk and talk and suddenly the sun is comming up. It was a lot of fun! =) So yeah I had a good night!! And it didnt even enclude drinking! Yay for us...hehe
Tomorrow is another day of being house bitch...but it shouldnt really be that bad. I like having the time to think...but then again thinking sometimes gets me in trouble...especially when i think too much into things or overanalize them (which i have been known to do) But i guess I do have a lot of fixed emotions left inside of me...so the time will be well spent.
I'm gonna go grab something to eat...something yummy and fat filled since today is my VERY LAST DAY OF EATING BADLY!! As of 12am tonight I, Elizabeth M. Staten, are going to eat healthier and live healthier. No more putting crap into my body! No more size 20 clothes! No more pizza or chocolate or white bread. No more laying around the house when I could be walking or exercising! Jennjenn even said shed start walking with me every day (once the weather gets a little bit better) so thats a plus too. But yeah...im sick of being the way I am...I need to get healthier, i need to get skinnier, and i need to get in a better frame of mind. Its really that simple. And this time, no matter what Im going to stick to it. So if y'all could be suportive that would be great! *smile*
I love you guys...remember that...
~Liz
Lets see whats been up lately...job hunting mostly...learning to drive....cleaning and getting my act together. Yep, thats about it.
Yesterday I had so much fun!! It was really nice to see everyone after kinda being in suclusion for two weeks trying to figure everything out. And it was even nicer to sit around and just chat and eat and play games. I just love those kinda nights. Where its just a bunch of us girls and we sit around and talk for hours about the silliest things or the most important things...it doesnt matter. Its just fun cuz everyones talking a mile a minute and laughing and smiling and cracking jokes and just have a good ol' time. After that jennjenn and I ended up talking til like 5am or something!!! It was crazy!! We talked about alot of stuff that i dont think ive really ever talked to anyone about...except mari. So yeah it was interesting to hear what jenn though about alot of the issues and to, of course, make fun of a certain boy (cuz thats always a blast!!) We talked about personal stuff and we talked about silly stuff...again it was one of those nights where you just talk and talk and talk and suddenly the sun is comming up. It was a lot of fun! =) So yeah I had a good night!! And it didnt even enclude drinking! Yay for us...hehe
Tomorrow is another day of being house bitch...but it shouldnt really be that bad. I like having the time to think...but then again thinking sometimes gets me in trouble...especially when i think too much into things or overanalize them (which i have been known to do) But i guess I do have a lot of fixed emotions left inside of me...so the time will be well spent.
I'm gonna go grab something to eat...something yummy and fat filled since today is my VERY LAST DAY OF EATING BADLY!! As of 12am tonight I, Elizabeth M. Staten, are going to eat healthier and live healthier. No more putting crap into my body! No more size 20 clothes! No more pizza or chocolate or white bread. No more laying around the house when I could be walking or exercising! Jennjenn even said shed start walking with me every day (once the weather gets a little bit better) so thats a plus too. But yeah...im sick of being the way I am...I need to get healthier, i need to get skinnier, and i need to get in a better frame of mind. Its really that simple. And this time, no matter what Im going to stick to it. So if y'all could be suportive that would be great! *smile*
I love you guys...remember that...
~Liz