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So I'm kinda depressed right now.
Tomorrow night is Jared's going away/birthday dinner.
What the hell am I going to do without him?!
We've become such good friends! I mean, I think in a week, I've only went like two days without seeing him.
FRIG!
I'm going to be pretty emotional tomorrow night I think.
I'll try to hide it from everyone but I know it'll be eating me inside.
I have to give him his birthday gift too. I hope he likes it.
He said he wanted it so I guess it'll be alright.
I hope to God I don't cry!! That would be so embarrassing to cry in front of everyone.
I wouldn't care if I was crying in front of him.
There is really no point for me to be upset seeing as he's only going to be in Hamilton. But, it'll be really hard knowing that I can't just bus it to his house whenever I want 'cause he won't be here.
Judy will be, but, I don't know. I love his mom. She's so cool. And a milf.
Everyone is leaving me :( Sabrina is gone. I miss her so much. She's an amazing girl.
I don't know what I'd do without her. I don't know how I ever got along without her.
It's awesome to have 'girl talk' with her. Haha. We laugh so much about everything.
Our mutual love for Disney brought us even closer.
She came with me to get my tattoo. That alone means that she cares, you know? She cared enough to be there to hold my hand. Even in the most awkward of positions.
I tell you, if I liked girls in that way, I'd clearly try to get with her. She's just the coolest and most real girl I know.
Damn I miss her.
I still have Graeme though. He's a great friend. I'm happy that he knows about the secret now 'cause I can talk to someone about it. He'll actually listen to it too just because it's so juicy hahaha.
Oh Graeme, how I love you.
I also have Tom. We've been becoming better friends the past couple of months which is totally cool.
....I'm going to be so alone. I'm already starting to feel it.
**The rain has stopped for now
But I know it's not ended
No sense in trying
I cannot be protected
No sense in worrying
I can't be protected
Wonderful and sad
How can you be so wonderful?**
Sabrina...
Oh Sabrina...
I miss you so...
I wish you were here...
Tomorrow night is Jared's going away/birthday dinner.
What the hell am I going to do without him?!
We've become such good friends! I mean, I think in a week, I've only went like two days without seeing him.
FRIG!
I'm going to be pretty emotional tomorrow night I think.
I'll try to hide it from everyone but I know it'll be eating me inside.
I have to give him his birthday gift too. I hope he likes it.
He said he wanted it so I guess it'll be alright.
I hope to God I don't cry!! That would be so embarrassing to cry in front of everyone.
I wouldn't care if I was crying in front of him.
There is really no point for me to be upset seeing as he's only going to be in Hamilton. But, it'll be really hard knowing that I can't just bus it to his house whenever I want 'cause he won't be here.
Judy will be, but, I don't know. I love his mom. She's so cool. And a milf.
Everyone is leaving me :( Sabrina is gone. I miss her so much. She's an amazing girl.
I don't know what I'd do without her. I don't know how I ever got along without her.
It's awesome to have 'girl talk' with her. Haha. We laugh so much about everything.
Our mutual love for Disney brought us even closer.
She came with me to get my tattoo. That alone means that she cares, you know? She cared enough to be there to hold my hand. Even in the most awkward of positions.
I tell you, if I liked girls in that way, I'd clearly try to get with her. She's just the coolest and most real girl I know.
Damn I miss her.
I still have Graeme though. He's a great friend. I'm happy that he knows about the secret now 'cause I can talk to someone about it. He'll actually listen to it too just because it's so juicy hahaha.
Oh Graeme, how I love you.
I also have Tom. We've been becoming better friends the past couple of months which is totally cool.
....I'm going to be so alone. I'm already starting to feel it.
**The rain has stopped for now
But I know it's not ended
No sense in trying
I cannot be protected
No sense in worrying
I can't be protected
Wonderful and sad
How can you be so wonderful?**
Sabrina...
Oh Sabrina...
I miss you so...
I wish you were here...