OMG, Vintage Krz!
Been reading my old diary from 1997-1999. In late '98, I found WINTERBORNE PR0N. First person, terribly, terribly purple, written by a nineteen-year old me, but not too bad. Um. Anyone interested?
Also, it surprises me how deep and profound and... trusting I was back then, with far less doubt, far less fear, far less the beaten dog. It's funny how I kept writing love poems and yearning for my Dark Man--an amalgam of the Dark God, past life meditations and a certain M. Wincott and various musicians... a Romantic, Gothic beloved.
Well, I got my darkness, and it hurt me like fuck. I got what I asked for, I guess. And I'm still recovering from it. I'm shocked how much I've lost after the days when I wrote that poetry--there's some really, really good mythological stuff there that I wouldn't have even recognised as my own if I didn't know. Hm...
So, how about purple porntastic ultra-dark Christian/Andrew alt-ending fic with squicks and evilness they couldn't show on screen?
Also, it surprises me how deep and profound and... trusting I was back then, with far less doubt, far less fear, far less the beaten dog. It's funny how I kept writing love poems and yearning for my Dark Man--an amalgam of the Dark God, past life meditations and a certain M. Wincott and various musicians... a Romantic, Gothic beloved.
Well, I got my darkness, and it hurt me like fuck. I got what I asked for, I guess. And I'm still recovering from it. I'm shocked how much I've lost after the days when I wrote that poetry--there's some really, really good mythological stuff there that I wouldn't have even recognised as my own if I didn't know. Hm...
So, how about purple porntastic ultra-dark Christian/Andrew alt-ending fic with squicks and evilness they couldn't show on screen?