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On the other hand, I have the best fucking job in the world. Just tested a 8-inch suction cup dildo up the bottom today and I've been flying high all day. That definitely made up for the spiritual anguish this morning.
...or, it wasn't even anguish as such and I sounded more depressed than I actually was, because it was a sort of sweet ecstasy as well--hard to explain if you're unfamiliar with the type. But, basically, now I've had a really big viziercock up the bum and felt very much inside ze Pwinzezz and I feel far more human again. It felt vividly like he was going slowly and giving me fluttering kisses, too, and it was *wonderful.*
Still too tired to proofread the current fic that much, but at least I finished the main writing process yesterday. 35 000 words is pretty amazing in my current condition, and it was a pretty epic fic character-wise for what's just my happy PWPverse. I think that it *might* be the last one chronologically, but I have at least one more lesbian orgy to write, and that might be a flashback to when Yassamin was in Samarra with Halima and Gol. But it's hard to say, because the lesbians tell me they want enemas, and Jaffar just surprised Yassamin with some enema play, so she wouldn't be that surprised if she was already familiar with that sort of thing? (And WHY is my headcanon always full of Halimas with enemas?!?) But anyway.
Basically, anal orgasms and saunas heal everything and that's that.
...or, it wasn't even anguish as such and I sounded more depressed than I actually was, because it was a sort of sweet ecstasy as well--hard to explain if you're unfamiliar with the type. But, basically, now I've had a really big viziercock up the bum and felt very much inside ze Pwinzezz and I feel far more human again. It felt vividly like he was going slowly and giving me fluttering kisses, too, and it was *wonderful.*
Still too tired to proofread the current fic that much, but at least I finished the main writing process yesterday. 35 000 words is pretty amazing in my current condition, and it was a pretty epic fic character-wise for what's just my happy PWPverse. I think that it *might* be the last one chronologically, but I have at least one more lesbian orgy to write, and that might be a flashback to when Yassamin was in Samarra with Halima and Gol. But it's hard to say, because the lesbians tell me they want enemas, and Jaffar just surprised Yassamin with some enema play, so she wouldn't be that surprised if she was already familiar with that sort of thing? (And WHY is my headcanon always full of Halimas with enemas?!?) But anyway.
Basically, anal orgasms and saunas heal everything and that's that.