Silver sound escapes the trumpet
Holy poopin cow I'm sooo hott right now. I'mat my cottage outside and the sweat is poourrrring aahh! I love it though. Whooo hooo! Our internet at home is broken so I haven't been on a lot this week... but it has been an amaaaazing week for sure. Summer school and SAT/College prep courses started this week so I was gone from 6 in the morning until 6 at night swimming and in classes... I was so tired but it's all good now. Monday I went to a Grant Making meeting with Mike then went out to dinner with my family... we went to Dicks afterwards and played in tents and ahahahahahahahahah had sooo much fun and I was happy to be spending more time together in a non-stress atmosphere. Tuesday had rugby with Boston John and Sophia and oh my gosh. Okay first of all.... John was like a rugby prodigy of life. He was probably one of the best kids there hands down. He outran everyone (even Evan!) and scored a billion Trys and whooaaa I was amazed beyond all belief. Sophia was sooo good too and Mr. Kirsch was mumbling how she should play for us next year cuz she was doing so well for her first time. Overall it was an amazing rugby night. Then I headed to Matt's house to say hey to Emily who took a break from Kayaking for a night to come back to Fairport to hang out... except I ended up getting really sick and went home after 45 minutes or so... I felt horrible both physically and mentally and I felt like crying and all I wanted to do was curl up in a little ball becuase I felt like I was losing some connection with someone.... and I couldnt stand being around all the friends I was introduced to through them and I was so sad for no reason at all. Wednesday the opposite I guess or just made me forget about it.... I went out for dinner then abbots then back to JB's house to lie on the trampoline and talk about life and explore dark basements... haha. It was stress free and I loved just lieing there feeling the love and security of the little inside of the trampoline.... anyway....Thursday... we drove 3 hours to go pick up our new jetski which I went on today for the first time and it's AMAAAAZING. Holy cow its so good and I love it. Today I was very sad because I feel like I'm distancing myself from Miguel somehow and I don't know why or how and I'm really worried that something is wrong and I haven't seen him for real in like.... ever and we haven't spoken about anything important in a lifetime. Argh. It makes me so depressed because I think I'm the only one feeling this way.
Anyway, its going to be a crazy weekend.... my aunt, uncle, and three cousins are staying down at the cottage with us and my other aunts and uncles and grandparents are coming tomorrow which will be insane. Whoo but fun. Oh yeah P.S.! I got a new fish and it's name is Shamrock. It's sweet. It will be Mr. HM's friend.
Anyway, its going to be a crazy weekend.... my aunt, uncle, and three cousins are staying down at the cottage with us and my other aunts and uncles and grandparents are coming tomorrow which will be insane. Whoo but fun. Oh yeah P.S.! I got a new fish and it's name is Shamrock. It's sweet. It will be Mr. HM's friend.