aye yie yie
im in an annoyed mood right now because i just did a lesson in choral meth (as caleb calls it) and it didnt go at all how i wanted. it was like a 10 minute lesson and Frazes rushed me into like 2 minutes and i think that was why i felt awful about it. even she said it was good, i just felt shitty. it was put off for like 2 weeks so ive been anxious to do it and i finally do it and it was just crap. whatever.
i bought a day planner yesterday. finally. how the hell have i been surviving without one for like 2 months?? it got to the point where i have so much going on in november and december that i couldnt keep it all in my head any more and i had a feeling i was double booking a few things. but it was only one thing and that wasnt a big deal so im good now.
AND i bought new shoes...beautiful, wonderful doc marten shoes that are adorable. im so happy, ive been wanting/needing shoes like this for a while now.
so the past couple weekends, ive gotten to spend a lot of time with brittany and its been awesome. we definitely dont hang out/keep in touch as much as we should and now that we're both home on the weekends and we're both feeling the lack of friends/relationships right now, i talk to her and hang out with her more than anyone else right now. and its great.
and the crazyness/stress factor for me is somewhat balanced right now, which is a slight improvement. well, i still feel not prepared at all and behind in school but im not loosing it at the moment. i might still call the number matt gave me, in fact, i probably should but for now im dealing.
and now for lunch date with caleb!
i bought a day planner yesterday. finally. how the hell have i been surviving without one for like 2 months?? it got to the point where i have so much going on in november and december that i couldnt keep it all in my head any more and i had a feeling i was double booking a few things. but it was only one thing and that wasnt a big deal so im good now.
AND i bought new shoes...beautiful, wonderful doc marten shoes that are adorable. im so happy, ive been wanting/needing shoes like this for a while now.
so the past couple weekends, ive gotten to spend a lot of time with brittany and its been awesome. we definitely dont hang out/keep in touch as much as we should and now that we're both home on the weekends and we're both feeling the lack of friends/relationships right now, i talk to her and hang out with her more than anyone else right now. and its great.
and the crazyness/stress factor for me is somewhat balanced right now, which is a slight improvement. well, i still feel not prepared at all and behind in school but im not loosing it at the moment. i might still call the number matt gave me, in fact, i probably should but for now im dealing.
and now for lunch date with caleb!