A new start
Yesterday I went and got my hair done, it was brown and has been brown since I was born and I have not dried it before! I needed a new start, a new look and I wanted something that would make me feel good! Well it is now blonde! I love it, I have not felt so alive in so long! I have had a smile on my face all day and it feels good to finally smile again! I got asked out on a date last week but I told the guy no, that I was not ready! Since then I have started haning out with some of my guy friends I stopped hanging out with once Shane and I got engaged! I missed hanging out with them and they have a way of maken me laugh! I am finally starting to feel happy again! I love all of my friends who have been there to help me out and I hope I can make it up to all of them and I thank my family too! I just hope things keep getting good because I forgot how good it feels!