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I've already heard from Vikki, Maja, Dee, Sam (Nicki's friend) and even Tera... Nicki called. Sam (my friend here) called. I'm hiding out at the office, because I didn't want to talk to anyone on the phone. People are facebooking, emailing, msn-ing...
Seems like this isn't really happening. I wish it wasn't.
I went to jim's. it was funny, I said, "i didn't have anywhere else to go."
There was one other place I would've went. The bar. but it's gone. There is a for sale sign on it now. It's really gone.
I don't know what to do. This is stupid. I just want to go away from life for a few days... resurface when this is all over and I don't have to think about it.
I'm just sad and scared and lonely and I want to go somewhere far far away.
And where the fuck is michael.