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You're the only one who brings me back again,
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms..
i have never felt like this before. the only other time i have felt this low was when i had my heart broken last year... but this is totally different. this time its my fault.
i just want things to go back to normal.
i cant sleep at night. i cant do anything in the day. i dont want to see my friends. i dont want to write, or sing, or talk. all i can do is exist.
i sit there for hours, just thinking about everything. and crying the whole time. the tears just keep coming. i dont know how to stop them... its like a disease, the crying disease.
I cant even update my private journal that i dont let my friends read. its like, the thoughts are all in my head, i just cant get anything into writing.
i just want to experience happiness again.
someday.
my bleeding heart will continue to love.
forgive me.
i love you.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms..
i have never felt like this before. the only other time i have felt this low was when i had my heart broken last year... but this is totally different. this time its my fault.
i just want things to go back to normal.
i cant sleep at night. i cant do anything in the day. i dont want to see my friends. i dont want to write, or sing, or talk. all i can do is exist.
i sit there for hours, just thinking about everything. and crying the whole time. the tears just keep coming. i dont know how to stop them... its like a disease, the crying disease.
I cant even update my private journal that i dont let my friends read. its like, the thoughts are all in my head, i just cant get anything into writing.
i just want to experience happiness again.
someday.
my bleeding heart will continue to love.
forgive me.
i love you.