happy f*cking birthday to me

[snowflake04]

it's been a roller coaster of a day to say the least. woke up, dad fixed breakfast, and then we headed to cincinnati. Mom, dad and I went to eden park for the afternoon and enjoyed the conservatory and the art museum, both of which were really nice. and then we went down and ater an early early dinner at the montgomery inn boathouse, which was also really nice. then we came back here and my sister called and heather called and i spent some quality time with elphie. now mind you, she's been really sick for a couple days, and i'm not really going to go much into it, bceause i've been crying for 2 and a half hours already, i have to stop eventually. but the long and the short of it is that she spent her last couple hours in my arms and died around 7:30-:8:00ish in my arms. it was the most horrible thing ever because she was just a baby. so that's a great way for my birthday to end. happy f-ing birthday.

thank you though to those who left me nice messages, it was deeply appreciated.

SoSweet2U 1: HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRTHDAY!!!!!!!! you are getting so old!!!!!

prncs042: happy birthday baby!!!!!!!!

earthdaygrl86: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
earthdaygrl86: YOU ARE AN AWESOME PERSON AND BEING 19 IS AWESOMELY FUN LOL. MISS YOU SOO..

phstarryeyedpoet: yay! happy birthday for sio!!

Fugitive Prophet: happy birthday darling!!

Dvedder: ¡Feliz cumpleaños!

i also owe thanks to mikaela and andy and michael who sent me messages yesteday that i forgot to save.

your pets/friends/companions/babies aren't supposed to die on your birthday.......