Feeln' Cruddy
Its one of those cold wet gray days. I've been up sice 6AM, nothing really to do, well I gotta do laundry butthats about it. I told myself I'd go to the job bank thing tomorow, I supose I should call them to check thier hours and location first. I fel pretty dicouraged and unmotivated. I mean I dont want everyone to think my life is a living hell, its not. Theres lots of beautifle things too. My life is just... dificult. Every day can be a struggle or an adventure for me. I guess thats why the boring ones are the hardest on me, they force me to stop and think. Quietly I look around myself and contemplate my suroundings, my past, my future, my inner self. I just wanna find where I belong