Falling in love all over again Chapter 5
Hey I know it's been awhile since I have updated this, but life happens. Here is the next chapter and hope you like it.
Chapter 5:
Harry was waiting after classes ended for Scorpius to show up to help with the grading again. He was starting to get nervous. The boy had ignored him in their class today and stayed close to his boyfriend. He also just remembered that the other boy was one of his best friends children and he had also watched him have sex last night also. He began to bang his head on the desk when he heard the door open.
Expecting to see Scorpius he was surprised when he saw Hermione standing there instead with Charlie. He quickly jumped up from his seat and made his way over to his two friends, smiling.
"Well hello, What brings you two here, together?" He smiled at them
"Well we just wanted to see how you have been doing, being back here and everything?" Hermione said
"I'm fine." He stopped when he saw Charlie' s hand on Hermione's back. He looked between the two very confused.
"Um.. I though you ah Ron?" He said and heard Hermione laughing.
"No you just assumed I married Ron, silly. I didn't want to tell you right off, thought it would be a bit much, you just getting back and everything."
"Ah so you two are married then. No offence Charlie but what happened with Ron?" He asked looking at Hermione.
"We figured out we were better off as friends, He is married to Pansy now if you can believe that" She laughed. "Charlie and I ended up working together right after the war and fell in love, thus being Married with two great kids now."
"I'm very happy for you guys, little weirded out about Ron and Pansy but hey, what ever makes him Happy right." He laughed. The door opened up and Scorpius walked in seeing Harry talking to his boyfriends parents. He got scared thinking Harry told them about him and Hugo.
"Hello Scorpius, I'll be right with you if you want to start grading the papers on the desk up there." Harry said smiling and pointing to his desk. Scorpius nodded and headed to grade the papers, watching the three adults closely.
"So Harry we were thinking you would want to join us and some others for dinner tomorrow night at our home." Charlie said
"Oh yeah sure, sounds great. Who else will be there." Then he saw the worried look on Hermione's face
"Well us, the Weasley's, Ron's family, Sirius, and uh the Malfoy's." Hermione replied, slightly smiling.
"Oh Blaise is going to be there?" Harry asked looking at the ground.
"Yes, I still want you to come though. I promise nothing will happen." Hermione said, see did how ever notice how he only mentioned Blaise and nothing about Draco. She looked at her friend a little worried seeing his face drop so fast.
"Yeah I guess I can be there, I won't be able to stay long but I'll show up." Hermione hugged him and began to leave.
"Harry I would love to talk to you later" She said looking behind him to Scorpius "I'll see you tomorrow Scorpius, Hugo will be glad that your fathers agreed to come."
"Thank's Mrs. Weasley. See you then."
"So can we talk later Harry?" She smiled at him
"Yes of course, I'll be free in about an hour if you would like to come back before I head home." He hugged her when she agreed and closed the door behind him. He rested his head on the door, calming him self down before he had to face Scorpius."
"So how are the papers coming along." He asked as he walked back to his desk.
"They are going good. Almost everyone has done great work." He replied. Harry sat down in the chair across from Scorpius and saw the frown that came across the boys face.
"What is wrong Scorpius?" He asked
"I was just worried about what you were talking to Hugo's mom about?"
"Oh we are old friends, just catching up." He replied.
"Oh so uh nothing about me and Hugo?"
"Um no, is there something I should not be telling her Scorpius?" He asked knowing full well what it was. Scorpius looked at him funny and then looked very upset.
"You know what it is Professor, You saw us last night, or have you forgotten?" Scorpius stood up and began to pack his things back in his bag. Harry quickly placed a hand on his arm to stop him from leaving.
"I won't tell anyone you two are together, if that is what you are worried about. It is not my place."
"Why would you not tell them, oh wait I know, because you enjoyed watching." Harry dropped the arm he was holding fast, as if it had burned him. He looked down in shame and backed away from the boy.
"I.. Uh.. I don't know what to say about that except I am sorry. Plus no that is not the reason why I would not say anything. I was in a relationship when I was younger and hid it, I know how it is. I also know that it ruined everything I could have had by hiding. I know your parents would not care but I also know that Hugo's parents wouldn't care either, it is however up to the two of you to tell when you feel it is right." Harry started to walk around Scorpius to his room when the other started to speak.
"I love Hugo, he has been a part of me since we were little. I think… I think that I am with him because he has always been there and I am afraid of loosing him. When I saw you last night, I didn't know what to think. I was freaked out at first, but the passion in your eyes." he stopped and looked directly into Harry's eyes before he walked a little closer. "Ignited something in me, I liked it. I liked seeing you there." Scorpius walked closer, leaning in a little as if to kiss Harry.
Harry quickly caught his bearings and stepped away, seeing the hurt in Scorpius's face.
"I'm sorry. I can't do this. I do find you attractive Scorpius, but you are my student, my intern. I have a past with one of your fathers and it would not feel right to do this. I would feel like I was taking advantage of the situation. Plus you have Hugo, he loves you and you love him. I won't come between that. You have to think this threw, talk to your father Blaise and have him tell you of our past, talk to Hugo, figure things out with him. I'll see you tomorrow at Hugo's so we won't have to meet here. Have a good night Scorpius." With that Harry walked into his room and banged his head on the door.
He was very much attracted to the young Malfoy but he knew he couldn't, shouldn't do anything about it. Not with his past with his father and him being with his best friends son.
The next evening came faster then Harry would of liked. He was now standing outside of his friends house, awaiting the door to open. Once it did he heard music playing along with multiple people talking in side.
"Harry, so glad you could make it. Everyone will be so happy." Hermione smiled pulling him to the house and into a hug.
"Not everyone." He stated looking over her shoulder at Blaise and Draco. The night before he had told her the whole story about his past with Blaise and everything that was said at his house when he went to talk to him. She had been surprised and sad that he never told her back then. She understood his reservations about being here tonight but still insisted that he showed up.
"Oh they will be fine. Just stick with us and nothing should happen." Harry was praying she was right. He didn't want there to be a scene. He quickly glanced at Blaise again, missing his touch and his voice so much. He noticed Blaise look over at him and saw pain behind his eyes.
After dinner was eaten everyone rejoined in the living room to talk, Harry needed some air so he went out back for a few minutes. He had noticed Scorpius and Hugo fooling around at the table during dinner and wished it was him instead of Hugo sitting there. He also noticed the way Blaise kept staring inbetween himself and his son.
Harry placed his hands on the railing of the patio and stared up at the night sky. He wished that his life was easier or that he could just go back in time to change a couple things. But he knew neither would happen and he had to be happy with what he had at this time.
He felt a hand on his lower back and turned around to see Blaise standing there with a sad expression on his face.
"Oh hi Blaise." he said as he pressed his back against the railing to try to stay as far away from him as possible.
"Hi Harry."
"Did you want something."
"Well My son came up to me last night and asked me about our relationship. He said he wanted to know why we acted weird when ever he mentioned us to the other."
"Uh What did you tell him?"
"I told him the truth." Harry's heart sank. Now Scorpius would hate him for breaking his fathers heart all those years ago.
"Everything?" Harry asked
"Yes everything, even my feelings for you now. He was not happy, and I don't blame him because of his father but he'll understand." Harry was standing there with his mouth open shocked. Blaise still had feeling for him, but he was married. He knew Scorpius wasn't upset about Draco's feelings in this, more like his own.
"Feeling's for me? Still?" Harry asked dumbfounded. Blaise stepped closer to Harry and ran his fingers along Harry's cheek and down his jaw line.
"Yes, Still." Blaise moved closer and gently pressed his lips against Harry's, sending millions of emotions though his body. He quickly, but gently pushed Blaise away, and stared into his eyes.
"We can't. Blaise you are married to Draco. He loved you and I know after being together for eighteen years you must love him. You have a gorgeous son together who loves you both. Don't throw that away for me." Blaise's face fell, and a tear started to fall down his face.
"You don't still love me?" Blaise asked. Harry squeezed Blaise's should a little, loving the feeling under his fingers.
"Of course I do Blaise, But it has been Eighteen years. Your married, have a family and you love them both. I don't want to come between that. I would love to be your friend." Blaise looked rightfully pissed at this point.
"I can't do that Harry. I can't be friends with you when I still love you so deeply. Just stay away from me and my family and I will act like you never came back." Blaise started to turn around.
"I can't stay away from your family, well at least not your son. He is my student and my intern until he graduates, Blaise." That made Blaise spin around with so much hated him his eyes, Harry thought he would die from the look.
"That is the only time you see my son. He has this idea… just stay away from him. After he graduates you are to have nothing to do with him. I find out that you lay one finger on my son in any way I will kill you. You hurt me for life and I will not let you hurt my son. I love you Harry but."
"You WHAT?" Harry's head looked over Blaise's shoulder to see Draco standing there, fists clenched to the side, ready to kill. Blaise's head dropped as he turned to face his husband.
"Draco it's not what it sounded."
"It sounded like you said you love him. Well then go back to him, let him break you again and I will not, WILL NOT be there again to help you. It nearly killed me the first time seeing you like that Blaise I will not do it again." With that Draco turned to leave but Harry quickly ran and grabbed his arm, seeing Blaise crying thinking his husband was leaving him.
"Draco don't do this to him. He loves you and your son very much. He was just telling me to stay away from all of you is all." Draco ripped his arm away from Harry and spun around to face him.
"He said he LOVES YOU."
"You have to understand Draco that we will always love each other, we were each others first love." Harry said hanging his head, knowing that Blaise was the only one that he had ever been with. "His love for you is ten times stronger then it ever was for me. You have had him for eighteen years, Draco. You have a great son together and a wonderful life. He would never leave you like I left him. Please don't do this to him."
Draco looked over to Blaise who was now on his knees on the ground, crying. Draco's angry face went soft and he knelt down next to his husband.
"I'm sorry Draco, so so sorry. I love you. Please." Blaise was sputtering when he got there.
"Shhh Love. Love you. I'll never leave you. I understand you still hold feelings for Potter. I also understand I have your heart now. Let's go home. Scorp can stay here with Hugo tonight."
Harry was left standing staring at the group of people who had gathered in the kitchen watching them. He hung his head at the looks his was receiving and felt his heart clench when he saw Scorpius glaring at him. He knew he fucked up now and had to leave.
"Hermione thank you for inviting me. I told you it was not a good idea. I'm leaving. Sirius I'll see you at home. Good night everyone." After speaking he turned and apperated home, but not without hearing Scorpius yell "We need to talk."
Chapter 5:
Harry was waiting after classes ended for Scorpius to show up to help with the grading again. He was starting to get nervous. The boy had ignored him in their class today and stayed close to his boyfriend. He also just remembered that the other boy was one of his best friends children and he had also watched him have sex last night also. He began to bang his head on the desk when he heard the door open.
Expecting to see Scorpius he was surprised when he saw Hermione standing there instead with Charlie. He quickly jumped up from his seat and made his way over to his two friends, smiling.
"Well hello, What brings you two here, together?" He smiled at them
"Well we just wanted to see how you have been doing, being back here and everything?" Hermione said
"I'm fine." He stopped when he saw Charlie' s hand on Hermione's back. He looked between the two very confused.
"Um.. I though you ah Ron?" He said and heard Hermione laughing.
"No you just assumed I married Ron, silly. I didn't want to tell you right off, thought it would be a bit much, you just getting back and everything."
"Ah so you two are married then. No offence Charlie but what happened with Ron?" He asked looking at Hermione.
"We figured out we were better off as friends, He is married to Pansy now if you can believe that" She laughed. "Charlie and I ended up working together right after the war and fell in love, thus being Married with two great kids now."
"I'm very happy for you guys, little weirded out about Ron and Pansy but hey, what ever makes him Happy right." He laughed. The door opened up and Scorpius walked in seeing Harry talking to his boyfriends parents. He got scared thinking Harry told them about him and Hugo.
"Hello Scorpius, I'll be right with you if you want to start grading the papers on the desk up there." Harry said smiling and pointing to his desk. Scorpius nodded and headed to grade the papers, watching the three adults closely.
"So Harry we were thinking you would want to join us and some others for dinner tomorrow night at our home." Charlie said
"Oh yeah sure, sounds great. Who else will be there." Then he saw the worried look on Hermione's face
"Well us, the Weasley's, Ron's family, Sirius, and uh the Malfoy's." Hermione replied, slightly smiling.
"Oh Blaise is going to be there?" Harry asked looking at the ground.
"Yes, I still want you to come though. I promise nothing will happen." Hermione said, see did how ever notice how he only mentioned Blaise and nothing about Draco. She looked at her friend a little worried seeing his face drop so fast.
"Yeah I guess I can be there, I won't be able to stay long but I'll show up." Hermione hugged him and began to leave.
"Harry I would love to talk to you later" She said looking behind him to Scorpius "I'll see you tomorrow Scorpius, Hugo will be glad that your fathers agreed to come."
"Thank's Mrs. Weasley. See you then."
"So can we talk later Harry?" She smiled at him
"Yes of course, I'll be free in about an hour if you would like to come back before I head home." He hugged her when she agreed and closed the door behind him. He rested his head on the door, calming him self down before he had to face Scorpius."
"So how are the papers coming along." He asked as he walked back to his desk.
"They are going good. Almost everyone has done great work." He replied. Harry sat down in the chair across from Scorpius and saw the frown that came across the boys face.
"What is wrong Scorpius?" He asked
"I was just worried about what you were talking to Hugo's mom about?"
"Oh we are old friends, just catching up." He replied.
"Oh so uh nothing about me and Hugo?"
"Um no, is there something I should not be telling her Scorpius?" He asked knowing full well what it was. Scorpius looked at him funny and then looked very upset.
"You know what it is Professor, You saw us last night, or have you forgotten?" Scorpius stood up and began to pack his things back in his bag. Harry quickly placed a hand on his arm to stop him from leaving.
"I won't tell anyone you two are together, if that is what you are worried about. It is not my place."
"Why would you not tell them, oh wait I know, because you enjoyed watching." Harry dropped the arm he was holding fast, as if it had burned him. He looked down in shame and backed away from the boy.
"I.. Uh.. I don't know what to say about that except I am sorry. Plus no that is not the reason why I would not say anything. I was in a relationship when I was younger and hid it, I know how it is. I also know that it ruined everything I could have had by hiding. I know your parents would not care but I also know that Hugo's parents wouldn't care either, it is however up to the two of you to tell when you feel it is right." Harry started to walk around Scorpius to his room when the other started to speak.
"I love Hugo, he has been a part of me since we were little. I think… I think that I am with him because he has always been there and I am afraid of loosing him. When I saw you last night, I didn't know what to think. I was freaked out at first, but the passion in your eyes." he stopped and looked directly into Harry's eyes before he walked a little closer. "Ignited something in me, I liked it. I liked seeing you there." Scorpius walked closer, leaning in a little as if to kiss Harry.
Harry quickly caught his bearings and stepped away, seeing the hurt in Scorpius's face.
"I'm sorry. I can't do this. I do find you attractive Scorpius, but you are my student, my intern. I have a past with one of your fathers and it would not feel right to do this. I would feel like I was taking advantage of the situation. Plus you have Hugo, he loves you and you love him. I won't come between that. You have to think this threw, talk to your father Blaise and have him tell you of our past, talk to Hugo, figure things out with him. I'll see you tomorrow at Hugo's so we won't have to meet here. Have a good night Scorpius." With that Harry walked into his room and banged his head on the door.
He was very much attracted to the young Malfoy but he knew he couldn't, shouldn't do anything about it. Not with his past with his father and him being with his best friends son.
The next evening came faster then Harry would of liked. He was now standing outside of his friends house, awaiting the door to open. Once it did he heard music playing along with multiple people talking in side.
"Harry, so glad you could make it. Everyone will be so happy." Hermione smiled pulling him to the house and into a hug.
"Not everyone." He stated looking over her shoulder at Blaise and Draco. The night before he had told her the whole story about his past with Blaise and everything that was said at his house when he went to talk to him. She had been surprised and sad that he never told her back then. She understood his reservations about being here tonight but still insisted that he showed up.
"Oh they will be fine. Just stick with us and nothing should happen." Harry was praying she was right. He didn't want there to be a scene. He quickly glanced at Blaise again, missing his touch and his voice so much. He noticed Blaise look over at him and saw pain behind his eyes.
After dinner was eaten everyone rejoined in the living room to talk, Harry needed some air so he went out back for a few minutes. He had noticed Scorpius and Hugo fooling around at the table during dinner and wished it was him instead of Hugo sitting there. He also noticed the way Blaise kept staring inbetween himself and his son.
Harry placed his hands on the railing of the patio and stared up at the night sky. He wished that his life was easier or that he could just go back in time to change a couple things. But he knew neither would happen and he had to be happy with what he had at this time.
He felt a hand on his lower back and turned around to see Blaise standing there with a sad expression on his face.
"Oh hi Blaise." he said as he pressed his back against the railing to try to stay as far away from him as possible.
"Hi Harry."
"Did you want something."
"Well My son came up to me last night and asked me about our relationship. He said he wanted to know why we acted weird when ever he mentioned us to the other."
"Uh What did you tell him?"
"I told him the truth." Harry's heart sank. Now Scorpius would hate him for breaking his fathers heart all those years ago.
"Everything?" Harry asked
"Yes everything, even my feelings for you now. He was not happy, and I don't blame him because of his father but he'll understand." Harry was standing there with his mouth open shocked. Blaise still had feeling for him, but he was married. He knew Scorpius wasn't upset about Draco's feelings in this, more like his own.
"Feeling's for me? Still?" Harry asked dumbfounded. Blaise stepped closer to Harry and ran his fingers along Harry's cheek and down his jaw line.
"Yes, Still." Blaise moved closer and gently pressed his lips against Harry's, sending millions of emotions though his body. He quickly, but gently pushed Blaise away, and stared into his eyes.
"We can't. Blaise you are married to Draco. He loved you and I know after being together for eighteen years you must love him. You have a gorgeous son together who loves you both. Don't throw that away for me." Blaise's face fell, and a tear started to fall down his face.
"You don't still love me?" Blaise asked. Harry squeezed Blaise's should a little, loving the feeling under his fingers.
"Of course I do Blaise, But it has been Eighteen years. Your married, have a family and you love them both. I don't want to come between that. I would love to be your friend." Blaise looked rightfully pissed at this point.
"I can't do that Harry. I can't be friends with you when I still love you so deeply. Just stay away from me and my family and I will act like you never came back." Blaise started to turn around.
"I can't stay away from your family, well at least not your son. He is my student and my intern until he graduates, Blaise." That made Blaise spin around with so much hated him his eyes, Harry thought he would die from the look.
"That is the only time you see my son. He has this idea… just stay away from him. After he graduates you are to have nothing to do with him. I find out that you lay one finger on my son in any way I will kill you. You hurt me for life and I will not let you hurt my son. I love you Harry but."
"You WHAT?" Harry's head looked over Blaise's shoulder to see Draco standing there, fists clenched to the side, ready to kill. Blaise's head dropped as he turned to face his husband.
"Draco it's not what it sounded."
"It sounded like you said you love him. Well then go back to him, let him break you again and I will not, WILL NOT be there again to help you. It nearly killed me the first time seeing you like that Blaise I will not do it again." With that Draco turned to leave but Harry quickly ran and grabbed his arm, seeing Blaise crying thinking his husband was leaving him.
"Draco don't do this to him. He loves you and your son very much. He was just telling me to stay away from all of you is all." Draco ripped his arm away from Harry and spun around to face him.
"He said he LOVES YOU."
"You have to understand Draco that we will always love each other, we were each others first love." Harry said hanging his head, knowing that Blaise was the only one that he had ever been with. "His love for you is ten times stronger then it ever was for me. You have had him for eighteen years, Draco. You have a great son together and a wonderful life. He would never leave you like I left him. Please don't do this to him."
Draco looked over to Blaise who was now on his knees on the ground, crying. Draco's angry face went soft and he knelt down next to his husband.
"I'm sorry Draco, so so sorry. I love you. Please." Blaise was sputtering when he got there.
"Shhh Love. Love you. I'll never leave you. I understand you still hold feelings for Potter. I also understand I have your heart now. Let's go home. Scorp can stay here with Hugo tonight."
Harry was left standing staring at the group of people who had gathered in the kitchen watching them. He hung his head at the looks his was receiving and felt his heart clench when he saw Scorpius glaring at him. He knew he fucked up now and had to leave.
"Hermione thank you for inviting me. I told you it was not a good idea. I'm leaving. Sirius I'll see you at home. Good night everyone." After speaking he turned and apperated home, but not without hearing Scorpius yell "We need to talk."