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I want to be able to change his nappy without him freaking the fuck out.
I want to be able to go for a drive without him freaking the fuck out.
That's all I want right now. He can freak out about the other stuff, I suppose. But I just need to buy some groceries and I can't even park the car without him screaming at me. We drove all the way there, after fighting to get him in the car. We got there, he screamed, I tried to get him out of the car, I gave up, we drove home again, he refused to get out of the car again and then cried for quite some time once I finally got him inside the house. Now he's calmed down, but now he needs to change his nappy, and I just don't want to do it because right now my nerves are too shot to deal with more screaming and kicking.
It's such a nice day outside. I wanted to go to the park with him. But now everything just seems so hard. And I don't want to take him to the park if I have to carry him all the way home with him kicking me with his shoes on because he's too tall now to carry while he's doing that. *sigh* I don't know. Most of the time this stuff is ok but yeah it's just not working for me today.
I want to be able to go for a drive without him freaking the fuck out.
That's all I want right now. He can freak out about the other stuff, I suppose. But I just need to buy some groceries and I can't even park the car without him screaming at me. We drove all the way there, after fighting to get him in the car. We got there, he screamed, I tried to get him out of the car, I gave up, we drove home again, he refused to get out of the car again and then cried for quite some time once I finally got him inside the house. Now he's calmed down, but now he needs to change his nappy, and I just don't want to do it because right now my nerves are too shot to deal with more screaming and kicking.
It's such a nice day outside. I wanted to go to the park with him. But now everything just seems so hard. And I don't want to take him to the park if I have to carry him all the way home with him kicking me with his shoes on because he's too tall now to carry while he's doing that. *sigh* I don't know. Most of the time this stuff is ok but yeah it's just not working for me today.